Not Okay
Not Okay
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Lying in bed touching my skin...]
How I wish you weren't sleeping.
If only you opened your eyes
You'd see the thirst on my lips...I'm dying.
Free me from this torture that makes me ill.
Save me from this hell, let's go far away!
Turn around and look at me!
Please ask me "Are you okay?"
No, I am not okay!
I am not okay with me.
I am not okay with you.
I am not okay near you.
I am not okay away from you.
You are both my blessing and my curse.
My life tumbles down a hill called Hope.
Your help truly is my last resort.
I wish you could stop me and take me to safety...take me home!
My hand seems to be able to say what my mouth dares not to speak.
How can a pencil print on a sheet what my voice fears to scream?
Last night I went to sleep with you on my mind...I dreamt of you.
Your warm body laid still was next to mine...it felt so far way.
Your mind was slipping away with each passing minute...did you dream of me?
Will you please turn around and ask me "Are you okay?".
No...I am not okay...
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January 11, 2007