oh fuck!
YEA ITS RAINING!
I am so incredibly ready to have this baby! only 4 more weeks, I cant wait! no more baby taking up my oxygen, kicking me in the ribs and sucking all my energy... I hated being pregnant, and I am never going through this again... I am sure i will love being a mom, but the whole pregnancy thing is not for me. damm its krazy the way shit goes in life... kisses and kudos and thanx for all the people who have given me love and caring and dealing with my bullshit! I love you all... the last eight months has been hard.. I went from a cocained out stripper with nothing but a bunch of slutty clothes... all the way to a halway stable chick with a good job, rockin benefits, my own apartment and car, and a serious mommy future, i did most of it alone, but i did have some support from some very special people and i am so incredibly grateful for it too.
I am so incredibly ready to have this baby! only 4 more weeks, I cant wait! no more baby taking up my oxygen, kicking me in the ribs and sucking all my energy... I hated being pregnant, and I am never going through this again... I am sure i will love being a mom, but the whole pregnancy thing is not for me. damm its krazy the way shit goes in life... kisses and kudos and thanx for all the people who have given me love and caring and dealing with my bullshit! I love you all... the last eight months has been hard.. I went from a cocained out stripper with nothing but a bunch of slutty clothes... all the way to a halway stable chick with a good job, rockin benefits, my own apartment and car, and a serious mommy future, i did most of it alone, but i did have some support from some very special people and i am so incredibly grateful for it too.