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i am so inspired right now so i had to write it down somehow.
today, i am glad to be young, strong and alive.
i have smooth skin and slight aches. it's all so invigorating.
i like telling people where the movies they want are.
their eyes light up and they smile big. they tell me to have a nice day
and i believe that they mean it.
last night, i got so inspired when i was listening to the mix tom gave me.
a few songs just triggered these gorgeous images in my head and reminded me
of falling in love. falling in love with everything. falling in love with the change of seasons, falling in love with children's thoughts and dreams, falling in love with someone's smile, holding someone close to you all night. the times when tears just come to your eyes because the world is so huge, so beautiful. we have globes and maps, but that's not even half of what the world is at all.
i was thinking about street magicians, ones from a long time again. i was thinking about how polite they were and how charming. i think i love charm. i love when people are very polite and friendly. i like being very polite and friendly. i like feeling so very refreshed and awake. i like dramatic black and white films and i like waking up confused with drops of moisture on my window.
yesterday, when it really started snowing, sean, the little boy i was babysitting pointed to the snow falling and smiled and told me to watch the snow fall with him. he told me santa claus is coming and he was really happy about it. i was talking to a coworker today and she thought that christmas isn't the same when you aren't 6 years old and believe in santa claus. but it's so much more than that. I like the christmas season because i'm a sap and i like making people gifts and feeling warm and fuzzy and being in love with the snowfall and the cold.
i like feeling refreshed by walking in the cold all bundled up, i like the feel of snow crunching under my shoes. i like thinking about children wearing their shoes through until it makes so many holes. i like thinking about people treasuring things like old jewelry and long letters.
i love life so much. i love how strange and immense it feels at times.
how cozy and at home you can feel with people, objects , places and memories.
i love you all.
p.s. here's a still from a movie cover that made my heart swell.
