I'd like to be ignorant to the fact that---
-there are only 7 months left before my dear friends graduate. The friends whom Chii and I socialize with the most (in no particular order and if I dare forget anyone, feel free to bludgeon me with blunt objects when you see me walking down the street): Andrea, Rebecca, Mu-Hwa, Cindy, Joseph, Greg, Clarizza, Sarah, Jessica, and Tiffany. Although I'm quite aware of the time left before you all leave, I can't help but stuff that fact into the dusty corners of my mind where most memories lie rotting and forgotten. (k now I'm a foot short from being emo--this has to end soon) It's easier to get through the day without thinking that we have only less than a year left together you know? Time flies these days--hell I can still remember what we did on the last day of school before summer started. ^^ (um. the beginning half anyways) ok mandeh stfu and save the sentimentality for when they actually leave. >.> It's because I'm a slow emotional reactor! (which could explain 'breakup' with Sonny but let's not go there due to its dreary blankness) It'll finally hit me when you all leave and I walk onto campus the first day of senior year, look around, blink and ask out loud, "Where the hell did they go?" then Chii will prod me in the boob like always and reply, "They left for college, foh." Then when lunch rolls around I'll hold a limp sandwich between a thumb and forefinger, unable to eat it because holy crap! Joseph is not jumping on Chii, Clarizza will not beckon me to accompany her to the restroom, Greg won't be flashing his hairy stomach/cracking jokes/engulfing us with his Morman-esque jacket, Cindy won't be there to bug the shit out of me, Mu-Hwa will not grace us with her fruitiness, Rebecca will not be drowning her chicken sandwich in a sea mayonnaise, Jessica won't be eating from her overwhelmingly adorable lunchbox, and I won't be able to play in Andrea's hair. (That's right, in.) It's the little things. It's always the little things that get me in the end. >.> Either I'll be holding that limp sandwich and spacing out while Chii stares at her burrito in the same spot where we always sit, or we'll be sitting in Jack in the Box and nibbling a fry unenthusiastically. We do have other friends (surprise surprise) it's just that..well the truth is, I'd much rather stick around you guys. ;p Chii think so too--we've briefly brought this topic up before.
Or most likely we'll get by like we always do..but I know that empty feeling will follow me around for quite some time. Ah enough depressing talk, it's not like you're all leaving tomorrow. xD We'll make the most of the time we have now and part without much tears. There's still the summer and we can visit you guys! :o
Or most likely we'll get by like we always do..but I know that empty feeling will follow me around for quite some time. Ah enough depressing talk, it's not like you're all leaving tomorrow. xD We'll make the most of the time we have now and part without much tears. There's still the summer and we can visit you guys! :o