and just that can make you feel so defeated.
You know, as much as I like playing Imagine?
I absolutely hate what it does to me as a person. I'm ashamed of myself.
This isn't at all healthy. :[ And, yet, I don't want to quit. I want to keep playing with Jac and I know that I've spent too much money to just stop. Breaks don't work. I have the temporary relief, only to go back into the same problems the game presents. Problems that aren't easily solved.
It really embarrasses me to admit to this, honestly. It's just a game. It's supposed to be fun. I'm owning up to my problems, at least. That's one step to getting over this.
I'm really, really, really sorry you have to put up with me like this, Jac. It has to be so frustrating and disheartening.
I absolutely hate what it does to me as a person. I'm ashamed of myself.
This isn't at all healthy. :[ And, yet, I don't want to quit. I want to keep playing with Jac and I know that I've spent too much money to just stop. Breaks don't work. I have the temporary relief, only to go back into the same problems the game presents. Problems that aren't easily solved.
It really embarrasses me to admit to this, honestly. It's just a game. It's supposed to be fun. I'm owning up to my problems, at least. That's one step to getting over this.
I'm really, really, really sorry you have to put up with me like this, Jac. It has to be so frustrating and disheartening.