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happy valentines day.
I really don't care about this holiday. It's not really a holiday, but its whatever lol.
Me and "my valentine" were suppose to go to Carmines then "the rock"....but we went out last night, and i feel like doing something different. So now I'm making him dinner. Yeh, cause i'm such a good cook. Not really, but i think it'll be more fun, plus I don't have to go into the city tonight. YAY! We'll probably go out for dessert though... I have a feeling i'm gonna be craving cheesecake tonight. I'm a simple girl, I don't need all that stuff. I see enough of it as it is, so appreciating just being together will be so much better. lol I'm a cheeseball, my bad.
Things have been a lil weird lately. Been doin a lot of thinking and I've come to the conclusion I'm in one of my phases again. Ever since I started working like an "adult" I've unconsciously takin on the mindset that goes along with it. Uh, not really... I pretty much have to. I dunno if I like it or not, but this has happened before. I stray away from "normal" 19 year old things and get into this work-work-work-work zone. I guess in a way thats good. I mean I do set serious goals for myself and want certain things to come out of all the sacrifices I've made. I guess its just difficult when some of my friends don't share that same mentality, and the ones that do just push me even harder because they're 482098433 more accomplished than I am. Anyway, I'm beginning to HATE people that drink to get wasted. Fuck the bullshit, that's just annoying. Why would you want to be out making a complete ass of yourself? It's alright to get that way once in awhile, but come on. You wonder why I don't go out with you all the time? because you're falling all over yourself and ME, then expect me to take care of your sloppy ass. Like i said, once in awhile = cool, every single time i go out with you = uncool. Write that down. AND its especially annoying when you get so drunk you start getting rowdy with people. That just fucked up. Control yourself!
Myspace is ridiculously annoying now. It's getting out of control... I made the mistake early of adding anyone that requested me, and now I have close to 20,000 friends. Why? I do not know. I think i'm going to make a separate account sometime and seriously add only people i know. I sick of all the messages, gross comments, and having it take 4390248928329 hours to find someone i know. Plus, I've started to get overly recognized by random strangers...if i have to hear "OMG are you that girl on myspace" next time I go to a club I'm really gonna stab someone. I'm not Forbidden, I really don't want to be famous for that. I don't take that website seriously. It's a cool way to network, but christ. I have other things on my mind...
In other news, I have some vacation type trips coming up this year... Beginning of next month I'll be going to Seattle to visit my brother, and I should be going back to Florida for no apparent reason again (i love how everyone from jersery can think of Florida as a day trip). Fuck cancun, so overrated. Also suppose to be going to Vegas to see my cousin... i don't know if that will actually happen because it was one of those "oh you should come out here, it'll be fun" kinda offers. If I get the time, i'll go.
I really don't care about this holiday. It's not really a holiday, but its whatever lol.
Me and "my valentine" were suppose to go to Carmines then "the rock"....but we went out last night, and i feel like doing something different. So now I'm making him dinner. Yeh, cause i'm such a good cook. Not really, but i think it'll be more fun, plus I don't have to go into the city tonight. YAY! We'll probably go out for dessert though... I have a feeling i'm gonna be craving cheesecake tonight. I'm a simple girl, I don't need all that stuff. I see enough of it as it is, so appreciating just being together will be so much better. lol I'm a cheeseball, my bad.
Things have been a lil weird lately. Been doin a lot of thinking and I've come to the conclusion I'm in one of my phases again. Ever since I started working like an "adult" I've unconsciously takin on the mindset that goes along with it. Uh, not really... I pretty much have to. I dunno if I like it or not, but this has happened before. I stray away from "normal" 19 year old things and get into this work-work-work-work zone. I guess in a way thats good. I mean I do set serious goals for myself and want certain things to come out of all the sacrifices I've made. I guess its just difficult when some of my friends don't share that same mentality, and the ones that do just push me even harder because they're 482098433 more accomplished than I am. Anyway, I'm beginning to HATE people that drink to get wasted. Fuck the bullshit, that's just annoying. Why would you want to be out making a complete ass of yourself? It's alright to get that way once in awhile, but come on. You wonder why I don't go out with you all the time? because you're falling all over yourself and ME, then expect me to take care of your sloppy ass. Like i said, once in awhile = cool, every single time i go out with you = uncool. Write that down. AND its especially annoying when you get so drunk you start getting rowdy with people. That just fucked up. Control yourself!
Myspace is ridiculously annoying now. It's getting out of control... I made the mistake early of adding anyone that requested me, and now I have close to 20,000 friends. Why? I do not know. I think i'm going to make a separate account sometime and seriously add only people i know. I sick of all the messages, gross comments, and having it take 4390248928329 hours to find someone i know. Plus, I've started to get overly recognized by random strangers...if i have to hear "OMG are you that girl on myspace" next time I go to a club I'm really gonna stab someone. I'm not Forbidden, I really don't want to be famous for that. I don't take that website seriously. It's a cool way to network, but christ. I have other things on my mind...
In other news, I have some vacation type trips coming up this year... Beginning of next month I'll be going to Seattle to visit my brother, and I should be going back to Florida for no apparent reason again (i love how everyone from jersery can think of Florida as a day trip). Fuck cancun, so overrated. Also suppose to be going to Vegas to see my cousin... i don't know if that will actually happen because it was one of those "oh you should come out here, it'll be fun" kinda offers. If I get the time, i'll go.