please, please, i beg you.

[schnikes]

I know you never read this, and I know you know how I feel about you. And I know you think its obvious. I guess I just can't help it.
But I need to know- whats wrong with me? What am I doing wrong? I've made you laugh- haven't I? We talk- don't we? I guess its just me. You just don't like me. But I don't know why. Is it because I'm too fat? Or too stupid? Or am I not enough? Not funny enough, or not pretty enough? Please just tell me why. I just need to know why.

Please, I know you don't read this, but if by some freak chance you do...
Please tell me, what the fuck is wrong with me?