Said Goodbye to Jake :(
So tonight was the toughest night ever for me... Jake got to my house about 5:45pm... we hung out for a little bit and I gave him his going away present (a build-a-bear... technically it's a monkey but it's from the build-a-bear place... and it had on a shirt and boxers and on the shirt it said LOVE YOU JAKE and I also had a song put in it... so the monkey sings You are My Sunshine when you push his arm...) lol it's so cute and I hope Jake liked it! Then we went to the basketball game and then onto Tony's Restaurant and by the end of the dinner I was just crying my eyes out having to say goodbye to Jake... I gave him a big hug and hoped everything would be alright... i was just seriously crying my eyes out tho and so was Michal... it was horrible... such a horrible thing to have to say goodbye to your best friend... things will never be the way they were now. So I got home (still crying) and the phone rings... it was Michal... she was still crying as well... we talked for like 35 minutes crying the entire time... then i got off the phone with her and called amanda and i was crying then too, but then her and billy boy made me laugh and now I'm alright... I cried for a good hour and a half straight though... this is gonna take a lot of adjusting... but I just gotta remember March 16th will be here before long and I will get to see my jakie once again... but i must go to bed since this has been such an extremely long and hard day for me. Keep me in your prayers. I love you all!