11 things i hate about you..

[schlette]

f.f.f.f.f.

f.

f.

F!

so lonely...

so mad..

i just can't handle my heart anymore.

i hate feeling pain.
i hate that nothing ever works out.
i hate that the only way to make you happy is to do what i don't want to do.
i hate being lonely.
i hate being alone.
i hate being used.
i hate being with anyone else.
i hate that i'm not happy
i hate that i don't want to be happy
i hate thinking about you being with someone else

i hate that i can't tell you any of this for fear of losing what's left of our "friendship"

yet another sleepless night.