possibly the best weekend of my life.
On friday priscila and i took the greyhound to Los angeles, the whole time the only thing i could thinking about was the fact that alex has taken the greyhound for the past year to see me.
i was always grateful, but i never put myself in his shoes, its a lot of trouble to go see someone for an average of two days just to take the greyhound.
we saw the faint, it wasnt completely amazing but they brought a good show, a lot of people pissed me off, but that was pretty much because my stomach hurt.
alex waited around hollywood for me, then we drove back to SD sam, priscila, alex and i.
SATURDAY
we ate at ihop, went to the zoo, left around 8 30ish to mount soledad, seal beach, then we walked the pier in ob. alex and i watched moonwalker then fell asleep.
a completely perfect day.
sunday alex and i worked on his homework and took constant naps and a walk to subway.
today alex and i walked keeko.
lately i havent hung out with anyone aside from priscila, she doesnt really know this; but shes really helped me.
i dont want to talk to many of the friends from my past, because its just time to cut them off.
im sure they already know and dont really care much about me anymore either.
its much better this way. i need to move on and stop living in the past.
i need new people in my life, worthwhile people.
even if i end up with not many friends, fuck it.
id rather have good friends than a bunch of friends who arent really there half the time anyway.
im having trouble with my financial aid, im going first thing tomorrow morning to figure it out.hopefully everything will be ok.
Alex left today, he said he'll come back before august ends.
im hanging out with priscila tomorrow.
What was i thinking?
no one could ever love me like alex does.
i was always grateful, but i never put myself in his shoes, its a lot of trouble to go see someone for an average of two days just to take the greyhound.
we saw the faint, it wasnt completely amazing but they brought a good show, a lot of people pissed me off, but that was pretty much because my stomach hurt.
alex waited around hollywood for me, then we drove back to SD sam, priscila, alex and i.
SATURDAY
we ate at ihop, went to the zoo, left around 8 30ish to mount soledad, seal beach, then we walked the pier in ob. alex and i watched moonwalker then fell asleep.
a completely perfect day.
sunday alex and i worked on his homework and took constant naps and a walk to subway.
today alex and i walked keeko.
lately i havent hung out with anyone aside from priscila, she doesnt really know this; but shes really helped me.
i dont want to talk to many of the friends from my past, because its just time to cut them off.
im sure they already know and dont really care much about me anymore either.
its much better this way. i need to move on and stop living in the past.
i need new people in my life, worthwhile people.
even if i end up with not many friends, fuck it.
id rather have good friends than a bunch of friends who arent really there half the time anyway.
im having trouble with my financial aid, im going first thing tomorrow morning to figure it out.hopefully everything will be ok.
Alex left today, he said he'll come back before august ends.
im hanging out with priscila tomorrow.
What was i thinking?
no one could ever love me like alex does.