Feb 04, 2007 21:12
Everything’s so blurry, and everyone’s so fake
And everybody’s empty, and everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you, I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you, I stumbled and I crawl
you could be my someone you could be my scene
You know that I’ll protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what you’re doing Imagine where you are
There’s oceans in between us, and that’s not very far
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
Everyone is changing, there’s no one left that’s real
So make up your own ending, and let me know just how you feel
Cause I am lost with out you, I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you, I stumbled and I crawl
you could be my someone you could be my scene
You know that I will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what you’re doin I wonder where you are
There’s oceans in between us but that’s not very far
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Oh nobody told me what you thought,
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn,
Told you when to run away
Nobody told you where to hide,
Nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn,
Showed you when to run away
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
No!
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
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I'm so happy to be able to talk to you in 30 mins, or whenever you reach my house, but I'm also really nervous. I thought you had left for Mexico already. Apparently you leave tomorrow. I guess I felt a little better when I thought that you had already gone, it meant that you'd be back sooner. But now that I know, it hurts a little more.
I've been having some messed up dreams about you and this trip. I hope everything goes fine. I hope everything will be worth it. I can't wait until May, but at the same time I'm really scared. I'm hoping that everything will go back to normal, that I'll be happy again, or at least have some happiness back. I'm hoping that when you're back in my life that everything will seem to have a purpose again. That I'll feel motivated again. If it doesn't...I don't know what I'm going to do.