GASP
I have been getting in music. But I have been losing sleep. Lots of it.
I realized today that I missed my first one-on-one with my hall director last friday...because of all the meetings I had that afternoon. I don't know if she'll remember but I'm pretty upset about it. My job is already at risk...I'm not sleeping well at all...I just sit there wide awake until I'm too tired to keep my eyes open...I don't quite get it. I'm not mentally preparing myself for this semester at all.
The loss of sleep has taken it's toll. I'm worried about my classes already...just for the sake of not knowing if I'll be able to fix it so easily. My body was so ready to live that different life and now it's stubborn...just like I am. It's stubborn to go back to normal...to make the necessary changes to continue with what I need to do.
I'm tired. Cranktabulous. No writings lately. I need to start getting myself to go to sleep earlier before I can devote myself to writing before I get to bed...
Much Love
I realized today that I missed my first one-on-one with my hall director last friday...because of all the meetings I had that afternoon. I don't know if she'll remember but I'm pretty upset about it. My job is already at risk...I'm not sleeping well at all...I just sit there wide awake until I'm too tired to keep my eyes open...I don't quite get it. I'm not mentally preparing myself for this semester at all.
The loss of sleep has taken it's toll. I'm worried about my classes already...just for the sake of not knowing if I'll be able to fix it so easily. My body was so ready to live that different life and now it's stubborn...just like I am. It's stubborn to go back to normal...to make the necessary changes to continue with what I need to do.
I'm tired. Cranktabulous. No writings lately. I need to start getting myself to go to sleep earlier before I can devote myself to writing before I get to bed...
Much Love