Done..
Nothing was as terrifying as I thought it would be, and I've still no idea why.. He's now officially an 'ex', and I'm still living here. The upside to that is not having to rush into moving out, finding a new place etc. pp. The downside is that he keeps making me unsure by constantly telling me the next relationship isn't going to last either, cos it's my nature to just have short ones.. (Fine if that's his way of coping with it, but does he have to drag me down too?) Even if it's true, it doesn't make much sense to start a new one with that thought in mind, cos that will make it more true. (Does that make any sense?)
Anyway, on the positive side, my family seem pleased with this change in things, not that they ever said they disliked my ex, but... So lots of good vibes coming from there, making me feel happier too.
Just need to figure out how to get together with James now, without messing things up.. Which isn't looking easy.. stupid damn distances.. (4165 miles to be exact, at least according to my GPS) *sigh*
*positive thinking* It *will* work!
Anyway, on the positive side, my family seem pleased with this change in things, not that they ever said they disliked my ex, but... So lots of good vibes coming from there, making me feel happier too.
Just need to figure out how to get together with James now, without messing things up.. Which isn't looking easy.. stupid damn distances.. (4165 miles to be exact, at least according to my GPS) *sigh*
*positive thinking* It *will* work!