In a room full of people that I know? It's a very odd feeling. I want to just go home, but at the same time I want to be a part of the conversation. Just want to be a part of a different group, I guess
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I know how you feel Rochelle. Even when I hang out with Jeff and everybody, I don't really feel like part of the group or like I am wanted or anything. Most of the time I just feel awkward and like I am probably annoying everyone. Most of the time I just sit there without much of interest to say and wait until we go home. It doesn't help that most of the time Jeff walks around talking to everyone else and not including me in the conversation.
If I was still going to be around, I would plan a surprise party for you. I've always wanted a nice birthday party like that too. My 21st is the closest I've gotten to having an actual party and I think the only reason so many people came out was because it was an excuse to go to the bar.
I'm sorry work is such a drain on you. Maybe you can find something better than where you currently work. I'm hoping that once we move, I can find something much better because I am sick of retail. I want to do something a little more fulfilling.
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If I was still going to be around, I would plan a surprise party for you. I've always wanted a nice birthday party like that too. My 21st is the closest I've gotten to having an actual party and I think the only reason so many people came out was because it was an excuse to go to the bar.
I'm sorry work is such a drain on you. Maybe you can find something better than where you currently work. I'm hoping that once we move, I can find something much better because I am sick of retail. I want to do something a little more fulfilling.
I hope you are okay. <3
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Yes.
Me too. Hmmm... will have to work on party planning...
Work is the suck.
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