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"And want to hear the better news for Schelley?? Sure you do! She starts on September 11th - that only gives me 16 days to learn a monster of a client. Thanks!!"
I realized I was wrong... things can get better. I forgot that she is off tomorrow and Monday. So that only left me with 14 days. And she still hasn't mentioned it once to me or Marketing. *bah*
I pretty much broke down in tears at work today at the end of the day when talking about all of the stress to my manager. She told me that if I need help with anything to let someone know. That it is a team afterall...
Feelings and such on that:
1. Territorial - I just don't like other people handling my clients.
2. Confusion - I feel like I'm getting the run-around since last week when I was staying until 7:30 almost every night they told the girl that is leaving to ask for more help from me!! How am I supposed to not stay late, but also take the time to help someone that was getting out earlier than I?
3. Frustration - To deal with this much crap and then see that not everyone has the same workload... and in the fact that if I were to ask for help it seems that it would take even longer to explain how it needs to be done for X client than to just do it myself...
4. Anger - When is a game plan for her leaving going to be figured out? And when will I be clued in on it??
5. OCD - no one will ever do what needs to be done the way I do it... and that means I would have to go back and make sure that it was done the right way. Now how does having someone help me save time again?
6. Exhausted - not only am I dealing with this, but this month has been difficult all around. Working as much as I do, I don't really get a day off - ever. So all I have is my work... But that past few weeks have been trying in my personal (small as it may be) life with Dave on vacation, giving Bella up, knowing my brother is in prison and not sure for how long, feeling helpless in my mother's unhappiness with work, etc.
7. Pride - I'm always the one that helps everyone else out. I'm not supposed to be getting help. Never!!
8. Feminine ways - My damn period started a few days ago, so you know the hormone levels are not helping at this point either!!
*arg*
I realized I was wrong... things can get better. I forgot that she is off tomorrow and Monday. So that only left me with 14 days. And she still hasn't mentioned it once to me or Marketing. *bah*
I pretty much broke down in tears at work today at the end of the day when talking about all of the stress to my manager. She told me that if I need help with anything to let someone know. That it is a team afterall...
Feelings and such on that:
1. Territorial - I just don't like other people handling my clients.
2. Confusion - I feel like I'm getting the run-around since last week when I was staying until 7:30 almost every night they told the girl that is leaving to ask for more help from me!! How am I supposed to not stay late, but also take the time to help someone that was getting out earlier than I?
3. Frustration - To deal with this much crap and then see that not everyone has the same workload... and in the fact that if I were to ask for help it seems that it would take even longer to explain how it needs to be done for X client than to just do it myself...
4. Anger - When is a game plan for her leaving going to be figured out? And when will I be clued in on it??
5. OCD - no one will ever do what needs to be done the way I do it... and that means I would have to go back and make sure that it was done the right way. Now how does having someone help me save time again?
6. Exhausted - not only am I dealing with this, but this month has been difficult all around. Working as much as I do, I don't really get a day off - ever. So all I have is my work... But that past few weeks have been trying in my personal (small as it may be) life with Dave on vacation, giving Bella up, knowing my brother is in prison and not sure for how long, feeling helpless in my mother's unhappiness with work, etc.
7. Pride - I'm always the one that helps everyone else out. I'm not supposed to be getting help. Never!!
8. Feminine ways - My damn period started a few days ago, so you know the hormone levels are not helping at this point either!!
*arg*