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Started packing for Uni - everything is complete chaos! I feel like I've spent all day washing all my clothes and I'm probably going to spend all evening ironing them! My room is a total tip with stuff eeeeeverywhere and it's all completely disorganised, haven't a clue what I've got sorted and what I haven't! I'm also worried about how many pairs of socks I actually have, I'm sure it's far too many...
I can't work out what I'm feeling though. It's weird, almost like I haven't quite registered what's actually happening. I mean I know that I'm going at the weekend and that I'm counting down to something, and I've got two days to pack, and I'm getting ready for it all, but it's like...It all stops after Saturday morning when I get in the car, it's like nothing's happening after that...I don't think I'll really feel what's happening until I get there (which is good really, cos it means I'm not getting stressed or upset about it, haha!)
Monday was emotional...had our last dancing lesson so I had to say goodbye to Andrew! I'll not so much miss the class, although our teachers are lovely, cos I know that at Uni I'm probably going to get better lessons and learn more stuff, but I'm really going to miss Andrew! Got quite close to him dancing with each other every week for eight months, and it'll be weird not to see him - not to mention dancing with someone who isn't him! I'll miss our hysterical giggling sessions muchly. Last dancing lesson was quite funny...Everyone in the class kept coming up to us and asking about where we were going etc and say they'd miss watching us dance! Which was sweet. And Pete (teacher) kept going on about making sure I found more lessons when I get there otherwise it would be a waste, and kept going on and on about it - I was like 'Don't worry, there's no way I can not dance!' Haha. They made me and Andrew do a 'demonstration' for everyone - they persuaded us to do a Cha Cha while everyone was watching, I diiiiiiied of embarrassment!
But yes, I'm just kind of...packing and waiting now!
I can't work out what I'm feeling though. It's weird, almost like I haven't quite registered what's actually happening. I mean I know that I'm going at the weekend and that I'm counting down to something, and I've got two days to pack, and I'm getting ready for it all, but it's like...It all stops after Saturday morning when I get in the car, it's like nothing's happening after that...I don't think I'll really feel what's happening until I get there (which is good really, cos it means I'm not getting stressed or upset about it, haha!)
Monday was emotional...had our last dancing lesson so I had to say goodbye to Andrew! I'll not so much miss the class, although our teachers are lovely, cos I know that at Uni I'm probably going to get better lessons and learn more stuff, but I'm really going to miss Andrew! Got quite close to him dancing with each other every week for eight months, and it'll be weird not to see him - not to mention dancing with someone who isn't him! I'll miss our hysterical giggling sessions muchly. Last dancing lesson was quite funny...Everyone in the class kept coming up to us and asking about where we were going etc and say they'd miss watching us dance! Which was sweet. And Pete (teacher) kept going on about making sure I found more lessons when I get there otherwise it would be a waste, and kept going on and on about it - I was like 'Don't worry, there's no way I can not dance!' Haha. They made me and Andrew do a 'demonstration' for everyone - they persuaded us to do a Cha Cha while everyone was watching, I diiiiiiied of embarrassment!
But yes, I'm just kind of...packing and waiting now!