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filling out forms for financial aid(for school)is so exhausting. i bet i totally did it wrong too. but i guess we shall see.
i'm oddly tired. usually i don't get tired until 4am. i have no idea why i am tired.
dan and i are going to start really focusing on the noise thing, i think. especially haunted castle. as time goes on, we're going to get more equipment and really do it. early forecasts call for awesome.
oh, i *might* have a car within a week or two. it looks as if my father and uncle have finally resolved their petty squabbling. i'm not even excited though because i have been let down before. i guess it's just one of those things i won't believe until it happens. once i am in the driver's seat of the car i will feel sure enough to say it is done.
on the negi side, my mom might need all of the money in my bank account. awesome! it seems like whenever i get a good amount saved up(i use the term good amount very loosely since i am poor), it all goes away because she needs it. it's a bummer because i would like to start building up my funds so i can move out eventually. it is impossible though, due to my mom constantly requiring money. sometimes i feel more like a responsible adult than she is. i'm not saying she's a bad person, but she is one of those people who probably should have never had kids. i have long ago resolved to never be like either one of my parents, should i ever become a parent myself. they have done very poorly on the love/support side of things.
i'm oddly tired. usually i don't get tired until 4am. i have no idea why i am tired.
dan and i are going to start really focusing on the noise thing, i think. especially haunted castle. as time goes on, we're going to get more equipment and really do it. early forecasts call for awesome.
oh, i *might* have a car within a week or two. it looks as if my father and uncle have finally resolved their petty squabbling. i'm not even excited though because i have been let down before. i guess it's just one of those things i won't believe until it happens. once i am in the driver's seat of the car i will feel sure enough to say it is done.
on the negi side, my mom might need all of the money in my bank account. awesome! it seems like whenever i get a good amount saved up(i use the term good amount very loosely since i am poor), it all goes away because she needs it. it's a bummer because i would like to start building up my funds so i can move out eventually. it is impossible though, due to my mom constantly requiring money. sometimes i feel more like a responsible adult than she is. i'm not saying she's a bad person, but she is one of those people who probably should have never had kids. i have long ago resolved to never be like either one of my parents, should i ever become a parent myself. they have done very poorly on the love/support side of things.