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Dec 30, 2004 21:24

I WISH I COULD TELL HIM THAT I WANT HIM TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT.

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skunkseatmice December 30 2004, 19:34:28 UTC
what happened?

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scarsrtracks December 30 2004, 19:36:10 UTC
nothing happened. i'm just me. i say stupid shit and then get sad. why in the fuck do i get sad? why in the fuck do i even give a shit? why in the fuck am i continuing a relationship that is hurting me like hell and is never going to be anything more that fucking and sleeping and the occasional laughing. why in the fuck am I being so fucking stupid?

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skunkseatmice December 30 2004, 19:38:23 UTC

why in the fuck do i get sad? - because you love him
why in the fuck do i even give a shit? - because you love him
why in the fuck am i continuing a relationship that is hurting me like hell and is never going to be anything more that fucking and sleeping and the occasional laughing? - because you love him
why in the fuck am I being so fucking stupid? - because you love him

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scarsrtracks December 30 2004, 19:39:19 UTC
well then why do I always love the wrong person?

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skunkseatmice December 30 2004, 19:42:18 UTC
"we accept the love we think we deserve" ...

Just because things dont always go the right way, it doesnt mean it was wrong. Sooner or later things are either going to work out for you with him, or you're going to find someone else and he'll go his own way. And I honestly do not know why things arent right at the moment, because I've known you for 5 years and I'd be happy if i was yours. you know, if we were into eachother that way.

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