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come thursday i'll be going through one of the scariest experiences of my life. i don't know why it frightens me, no one else would finf it scary. i just don't want to walk in there and have them tell me this is how life is. because i don't know what i'll do if they say there's nothing wrong. if this is how i'm supposed to feel then i don't know what i'll do. normal people go to a doctor in hope that nothing is wrong maybe i'm weird but i just need someone to tell me whats the matter. i can't do this alone anymore.