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i have this huge couch now, and i guess i'm just starting to settle in.. one year later
settling in with silly things like having internet installed and getting a tv
i've always been so scared of having things, THINGS as in furniture, things that make it harder to just pick up and leave
i've always felt this immense comfort in knowing i can just up and leave
but right at this very moment i can't think of any reason of why i would ever feel the urge to leave, still i feel very uneasy, more uneasy then i should feel. i just wish i knew why
restless restless restless
now that my apartment is filled with things, at least i'm more inclined to not work everyday
officially visiting back home during thanksgiving, can't wait can't wait!
it's going to freak me out being away from work though, haha so sadly married to my job
i'm scalpeling marie's boyfriend's lobes this week, so genuinely excited about that, i'm cutting up two sizes to get him to 1 3/4"
dyed my hair black, probably never ever going to ever fuck with changing my hair again
turns out i'm not nearly as vain as i thought i was
two trials left before varuna's staff +2, so immensely tedious. got my first piece of af3+1 on black mage, and got my af3+2 body for white mage (*'-')
speaking of mages! francesca crispo is making me two super large sugarcubes, these super cute stuffed cube toys she makes, ugh i could just die of adorableness, one is gonna be a white mage and the other black mage dressed in gear circa ff1
love herrrrrr
so painfully nerdy, very aware of that
settling in with silly things like having internet installed and getting a tv
i've always been so scared of having things, THINGS as in furniture, things that make it harder to just pick up and leave
i've always felt this immense comfort in knowing i can just up and leave
but right at this very moment i can't think of any reason of why i would ever feel the urge to leave, still i feel very uneasy, more uneasy then i should feel. i just wish i knew why
restless restless restless
now that my apartment is filled with things, at least i'm more inclined to not work everyday
officially visiting back home during thanksgiving, can't wait can't wait!
it's going to freak me out being away from work though, haha so sadly married to my job
i'm scalpeling marie's boyfriend's lobes this week, so genuinely excited about that, i'm cutting up two sizes to get him to 1 3/4"
dyed my hair black, probably never ever going to ever fuck with changing my hair again
turns out i'm not nearly as vain as i thought i was
two trials left before varuna's staff +2, so immensely tedious. got my first piece of af3+1 on black mage, and got my af3+2 body for white mage (*'-')
speaking of mages! francesca crispo is making me two super large sugarcubes, these super cute stuffed cube toys she makes, ugh i could just die of adorableness, one is gonna be a white mage and the other black mage dressed in gear circa ff1
love herrrrrr
so painfully nerdy, very aware of that