"...when i go, i'm going like elsie."

i'm surrounded by the flotsam and jetson of my life ( Read more... )

back at my parents', between "real" [i.e. theatre] jobs, looking for something to tide me over until i get another real job.   gah.
only have dial up here.  really bad dial up.
that means no constant checking my e-mail.
no reading my websites.
no webcomics.
no fanfiction.
may die.

i don't know why i bother

its just going to end the same

with me alone
no matter what

i dont know why i try

even though ive learned

it doesnt matter

noone cares
no matter what

there are few things i truly, truly hate. i make a personal effort to not hate, although i have had less success banishing it from my vocabulary than i hoped ( Read more... )