I dont know. I just feel sad alot of the time.
Thearipy is in my future.
Just  I need everything to make sense.

Ive been dating him a year.
And now the empty pit in my stomach appears.
and now i feel sick alot
the feeling i get when I dont really love the person im with
BUT I DO
i want to.
im pushing myself to
I have too!...
its sickening that im like this.