Today everything changed...
I've been reading: bukos reading. I stumbled upon a self-help book, leading me to a new direction. Basically, take little heed in the opinions and actions of others; even while we are awake we are all dreaming and living in our own dreams. I found comfort in that in so many ways.
I am trying to "wake up", as is the intention of the book(s). Today, I suffered from considerably less anxiety, because I chose to attempt staying in the present.
I want to be smaller, because it will allow me to feel the way that I long to feel, as well as make the activities that I enjoy more enjoyable. I want to be free of the weight worries that plague so many in this society. Some people spend their entire lives worrying upon weight. There are so many greater things to focus upon, I just want this obsession out of the way.
I am trying to "wake up", as is the intention of the book(s). Today, I suffered from considerably less anxiety, because I chose to attempt staying in the present.
I want to be smaller, because it will allow me to feel the way that I long to feel, as well as make the activities that I enjoy more enjoyable. I want to be free of the weight worries that plague so many in this society. Some people spend their entire lives worrying upon weight. There are so many greater things to focus upon, I just want this obsession out of the way.