Paranoia
I've reached a new level of paranoid.
Because of my severe boredom, I was searching through the friend lists of my people I know on mypsace. More than one of them have several people I haven't seen since Cordillera on their list. Only one of them I saw was someone who didn't taunt me and make my life hell. So naturally where does my mind go?
I don't sit here thinking to myself "Well, it's been so many years. We're all pretty much adults now. I'm sure they're not the same person they were when they were 12." Oh no. Here's where my mind went.
"FUCK! What have they been saying about me? What would they say if they knew I was a mutual friend! NOOOOOO!"
I blame Alisia for that. Ever since 7th grade when her friends (who didn't like me in elementary school) told her not to hang out with me anymore and she said ok, I've been scared shitless of anyone I used to know.
Ugh.
Because of my severe boredom, I was searching through the friend lists of my people I know on mypsace. More than one of them have several people I haven't seen since Cordillera on their list. Only one of them I saw was someone who didn't taunt me and make my life hell. So naturally where does my mind go?
I don't sit here thinking to myself "Well, it's been so many years. We're all pretty much adults now. I'm sure they're not the same person they were when they were 12." Oh no. Here's where my mind went.
"FUCK! What have they been saying about me? What would they say if they knew I was a mutual friend! NOOOOOO!"
I blame Alisia for that. Ever since 7th grade when her friends (who didn't like me in elementary school) told her not to hang out with me anymore and she said ok, I've been scared shitless of anyone I used to know.
Ugh.