Fic: Follow Your Heart - or Strings (Oneshot)

Aug 27, 2008 13:53

Title: Follow Your Heart - or Strings
Author: scarlet_angel03
Pairing: Akame
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Humor, Romance, Drama, Smut
Author’s Notes: This one’s for twixsterria who requested it over at akame_req. Hope you like this one dear! :D Oh and I really suck at summaries so I’m sorry. ^^;
Summary: Yoko managed to get hold of some dolls that happened to really look like Jin and Kazuya. Since he was really bored, he started to play with these “dolls” not knowing of what’s actually happening to the real Jin and Kazuya.

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Jin bit his bottom lip as he advanced to the youngest member of the band. In his hand was gripping a bottle of water meant for his band mate who was currently taking a rest on the couch in their dressing room. They just paused for a break from their concert practice and it was clearly seen on Kazuya’s face his tiredness and such.

Kazuya wiped his face with a damp towel and was breathing heavily. This gave Jin enough motivation to give him the water that he clearly needed but with each heavy step came with doubt.

Ugh. What’s wrong with you, Jin? Just give Kazuya the water and you’re done. Jin thought angrily to himself. But no! I don’t want to be done. I want to…talk to him. I want to…

…I want to fuck him as well.

That thought widened Jin’s eyes as he stopped dead on his tracks.

It wasn’t really surprising for that to be thought of someone who has been dreaming of fucking his band mate in his dreams every night.

But you see, that’s the problem. He can only do it in his dreams. Which is sad. And painful. But happy as well because in his dreams, he could see that Kazuya wants him as well. Answering to his every touch, moaning to his every desire.

And that was it. That done it.

Jin gulped and started to walk towards the younger man again and just when he was about a few feet closer, another (surprisingly annoying) band mate beat him to it and gave Kazuya a water bottle.

What the hell? Koki again! Damn that bastard! But Jin knew that the only reason he wasn’t able to go faster than Koki was that well, he was moving too slow.

With that, Jin walked sadly away not noticing the sudden stare from the youngest member who quickly looked away at once.

“Aww, mission unaccomplished again, huh?” Jin turned to look at the direction of the voice. He frowned more. “Shut up Ueda, I’m already sad enough.” This made the leader of the group shake his shoulders from chuckling.

“You’re thinking of you’re actions towards Kazuya too much. And here I thought Jin’s the person who doesn’t really thinks before he acts, I guess I’ve been proved otherwise,” Ueda said.

Jin didn’t know what to say so he just walked away and tried to think of other ways he could woo Kazuya better than anyone else and solve his problem at once.

-

Yoko was whistling his way across Shibuya as he tried to find some stores that could be very interesting. Sure he would love to go shopping for clothes, but he was alone this time and he thinks it’s not fun to shop for clothes by yourself.

I’ll take note of dragging Ryo sometime again. He grinned at that thought and unconsciously walked inside a very unique-looking store. More like an antique store, rather. Oh well, might as well look around.

“Excuse me sir, would you like something?” A person from the store asked him. Yoko fixed the position of his shades just to make sure he won’t be recognized, but by the look of the saleswoman, he guessed that he already had been recognized.

“Erm, nothing special. What’d you have?” The saleswoman led him around the store but Yoko seemed to not be interested in anything that they have been selling.

Paintings. Wooden chairs. Charm bracelets. All of those seemed to have bored Yoko. But just as he was about to turn to another aisle, a set of things that were being displayed caught his attention.

“Excuse me miss, but can I see this?” He pointed to a group of dolls sitting on a table, perfectly aligned. The salesperson was quite hesitant and Yoko saw this. “Is there any problem?”

“Oh, I’m sorry. It’s just that not everyone wants to buy this because they say that they gain a very scary feeling from these dolls,” The woman explained.

“Oh? Why is that?” Yoko asked.

“I’m not really sure. But since we got it from a weird-looking old woman, people have been scared of these dolls. So it’s kind of unusual that, you sir, actually like it.” She said.

Yoko shrugged. He liked these kinds of things. “How could people not like them? They look like…like…Kamenashi and Akanishi!” The woman was shocked at what he said but just smiled. “I think they do, sir. So are you going to purchase them?” Yoko nodded, already happy that he finally got something interesting.

I’m going to use these to tease those two and how they are really being frightened by other people. Yoko snickered as he got home not knowing to expect - except to just play with his new and interesting dolls during his day off.

-

Practice finally ended and everyone was already excited to go home and take a rest. Everyone happily packed their things and changed back to their clothes from their costumes. Maru looked at the clock and saw that it was just 7:00 in the evening.

“Hey, since we ended up pretty early, why don’t we all go to Jin’s house?” Maru said.

“What? Are you guys crazy-“ But Jin was totally cut off by others agreeing to it. Everyone except Kazuya though.

“I’m sorry guys, but I’ll pass tonight,” Kazuya answered tiredly but Koki suddenly wrapped an arm around his shoulders. “Oh come on Kazuya, take a break once in a while. When was the last time you actually came to a party with us, huh?” Koki grinned at Kazuya’s face that looked really pissed that time.

But it was the truth though. As time passed, Kazuya always went home straight after rehearsal rejecting any offers of parties that he got. He was just always so tired and stressed and wanted to rest at once.

“That’s true, Kazuya. Come with us tonight. It’s Jin’s place even, what’s more safer than that?” Junno encouraged and Kazuya rolled his eyes at him.

Deep inside, Jin was really grateful for what his band mates were trying to do just to let Kazuya go. Of course he also wanted the young man to go. Fine, call him selfish all you want but what he really wants is for Kazuya to be the only one to go-which he knew was totally impossible.

He felt a hard yet gentle pat from the back of his shoulder. He turned his head and saw Ueda looking straight at Kazuya. “I’ll let him go for you,” He smirked and advanced closer to Kazuya.

This is what Jin liked from Ueda. He knew how to take care of each of his co-members and he was a very responsible leader. Now the only thing he needed to do was to trust Ueda with his words. The band leader knew he liked Kazuya from the very start. It’s very obvious, Bakanishi. He can clearly remember the words Ueda said to him that time. But the older man was kind enough to keep it a secret unless everything goes well.

He watched from a distance as Ueda said something to Kazuya that made him go at once despite the younger man’s rejection. Oh well. That’s Ueda for you.

-

T-TUN seemed to be enjoying themselves lurking around Jin’s living room, eating and drinking and spilling beer all over. Jin shook his head thinking of replacing his carpet again if ever someone threw on it again.

Sometimes he would sneak a glance at Kazuya who, time to time, was drinking some beer too. Which was good. For Jin. Because for Jin, a drinking Kazuya would then turn to a very drunk Kazuya whom he could fuck as much as he wants. In his dreams. Again. Like always.

Ugh! Stop it, Jin! You should be lucky that he already went here in the first place. Jin mentally slapped himself for thinking those kinds of thoughts. He didn’t notice that he was already staring at Kazuya for so long that the latter looked at him as well. Jin panicked for a moment until he just smirked at the younger one which Kazuya just smirked back and proceeded in drinking.

A smirk? Pathetic!

I wish that there’s just something. Anything. That can help me through this misery.

-

Yoko got home safely and plopped down his couch and started to open his television. There wasn’t much on TV except interviews of them here and there. He suddenly remembered the interview he had and he was talking about Akame!

He grinned at that thought. He couldn’t help it. Akame was just being too PDA and he couldn’t help but scream out to the world what they’re actually doing. Despite the fact of being threatened again and again by Jin and Kazuya, he was still quite furious at the fact of being Jin being so slow and Kazuya being so dense about those kinds of things.

He remembered about the dolls he just bought and brought it out from his bag. He suddenly felt a tingling feeling of power but he just ignored it thinking that he was already hallucinating or something. He shook his head as he fixed both dolls to make it look exactly like Jin and Kazuya and started making dialogues out of them. Yoko cleared his throat to make it manly for Kazuya and whiny for Jin.

Yoko had the dolls walk around a place he thought of them being alone and started the talking. “Jin would think, Kazuya is so hot. I want to fuck him now. Kazuya would love me, because I love him! And then Jin would hold Kazuya’s hand and lead him to the. Hm. The bedroom!” Yoko snickered as he did it to the dolls in his hands.

-

Kazuya is so hot. I want to fuck him now. Kazuya would love me, because I love him!

Jin’s eyes widened. Okay, where did those thoughts come from?  He shook his head repeatedly and everyone else besides him and Kazuya (and maybe Ueda) were already drunk enough not to notice him. He suddenly felt himself walking towards Kazuya without him not really doing it. As in really!

What’s going on with me?! Jin panicked as he continued to walk closer to Kazuya’s place. This made the latter look up at him and be surprised.

“Jin?” The said name surprised Kazuya more by quickly snatching his hand and pulling him towards the bedroom. “Jin, what’s going on!” The younger one asked.

Once they were in the bedroom, Jin finally let Kazuya’s hand down and apologized repeatedly. “I’m sorry, Kazu-Kame! I don’t know what got into me, I didn’t know what I was doing, I swear!” But all that apology became quite useless because Jin shocked both of them by suddenly kissing Kazuya on the lips!

-

Yoko was grinning at what he was making the Akame dolls do. “You see, that’s what lovers should do. Both of them are so stupid about this thing.” He continued on letting both of the dolls “kiss” as his hands suddenly got tired about it.

“Hm. What should they do next?” While he was thinking, something very perverted came into his mind. What was wrong with him?! Oh well. I guess boys will be boys huh? Boys will be boys while playing with dolls.

Yoko made them not only end in a kiss or kisses, but gave them much more than that.

-

Both men pulled away from the surprised kiss that really left them, well, surprised! They were panting heavily and Jin suddenly noticed how Kazuya’s arms were wrapped perfectly around his neck and his around Kazuya’s waist.

“W-What just happened?” Kazuya panted.

“I don’t know. It feels like…I’m not controlling my body at all!” Jin said and Kazuya agreed. “I know, it’s really weird and…awkward. I’m sorry,” And just when Kazuya was about to pull away, he actually did the exact opposite!

Instead of pushing away, he actually pulled Jin closer and got into another round of kissing again. Both their eyes widened again, still unsure of what’s going on and if someone’s actually controlling them.

“J-Jin…I think we should already…s-stop…” Kazuya said in the kiss. “Yeah, I really think…we should…” Jin agreed but mentally, he really wasn’t! He was so happy that whoever god was doing this to them, he would thank him so much that he’d give his life for it. He didn’t want to stop. He never wanted to stop. He wanted to continue actually.

Jin kissed Kazuya more passionately than ever and smiled when he felt the other kiss him back as well. They pulled away from time to time to find their breaths, and each moan from the satisfaction.

Wait. Jin thought. Did Kazuya really…moan? This encouraged Jin more as he kissed the younger one deeper and with aggressiveness this time. He was never going to let go of this moment. Never.

Both were busy kissing each other that neither ever realized that they were already walking towards the bed and taking each other’s clothes off. Both of them could hear a voice that has been commanding them over and over again of what they should do.

Now Jin takes off Kazuya’s shirt as Kazuya does the same to Jin.

-

“Now Jin takes off Kazuya’s shirt as Kazuya does the same to Jin,” Yoko says as he got the dolls all over each other. Suddenly, someone knocked on his door and he rushed to get it leaving the dolls on top of each other.

Yoko opened the door and was surprised to see Yamapi and Tegoshi there to greet him. Sure, they weren’t band mates but being in the same entertainment company can really make you close with other people.

“Yoko-chan!” Tegoshi greeted which made Yoko remind him of Yasu.

“’Sup, Yoko?” Yamapi grinned at him and went inside after being allowed.

“Hey guys, what are you doing here?” Yoko asked not really expecting any guests today.

“Oh nothing, we were going house hopping and we always wanted to go to your place after Ryo kicked us out of his apartment.” Yamapi explained. Tegoshi nodded. “Ryo-tan was being so mean!” He whined but they all just laughed.

Tegoshi ran towards the living room to sit there while Yamapi handed Yoko something. “Ryo wanted to give you this too after knowing that we were headed to your place.” It was just an envelope of lyrics and schedules and stuff.

“Aww. And I was thinking of not seeing any work-related things today,” Yoko pouted but Yamapi just shook his head and patted him on the shoulder.

“Ne Yoko-chan, these are great dolls! Were you just playing with them?” Both men turned towards the direction of the voice and followed it to the living room.

“Yoko, you were playing with dolls?” Yamapi chuckled. Yoko flushed. “But they looked like Jin and Kazuya! So I took them and played with them and made them act what they should do actually,” He explained.

“Wow! That’s true! They really do look like Jin-kun and Kazu-chan! But why do both of them aren’t wearing any tops?” Tegoshi asked innocently. “Don’t tell me you’re making them fuck each other, Yoko.” Yamapi raised a brow and Yoko grinned sheepishly which was answer enough for Yamapi.

“Give me that,” Yamapi opened his palm for Tegoshi to put the dolls there.

“I wanna play too, Pi! Can I be Kame-chan? You can be Jin-kun,” Tegoshi exclaimed.

“Alright Tegoshi, tell me, you have sex with Massu, right?” Yamapi teased making Tegoshi blush. “Let’s make these dolls fuck each other correctly; it seems that Yoko hasn’t been doing it right,”

And the dolls were poorly molesting each other by their handlers. Which looked weird. And really disturbing.

-

And now Jin and Kazuya were a bit confused and were already feeling dizzy because now, they can hear more than one voices in their heads.

“Jin, can you hear those voices?” Kazuya asked worriedly, not wanting to continue anymore because it’s already scaring him. Jin noticed this and really pitied Kazuya. What he’s seeing only made one thing clear: Jin was the only one who was enjoying it while Kazuya laid their helpless and frightened.

Jin nodded. “It’s like somebody’s been telling us what to do,” He whispered. “And we’re doing it,” He added.

Although both men drank an amount of beer, it was clear that both were also sober enough to know what they’re doing. It’s a good thing that the others already passed out around Jin’s living room and slept like hell.

“I’m sorry,” Jin whispered in Kazuya’s ear and continued to take off Kazuya’s other clothes while the latter did the same to Jin.

And since both of them are now naked, they continued to touch each other and pleasured each other and both were already enjoying it.

Yamapi’s voice rang through their heads though they didn’t really know that it was actually Yamapi who was in their head.

And indeed, they touched, pleasured but at the same time enjoyed it. Jin smiled when he saw Kazuya’s glowing smile on his face and continued to kiss him and leaned towards the younger one’s bare neck and left love marks all over his body.

Kazuya purred at it as they continued to do their deeds. Jin went lower towards Kazuya’s chest and bit each of the tempting nipples that were standing out in the dark. Nothing could express how happy Jin had become ever since this dream-come-true started.

But it seemed that Jin wasn’t the only one happy. Kazuya was, as well. But he had the alibi of doing it saying because the voices were telling him to.

Since both were too caught up in their pleasures, neither realized that the voices had stopped. It had stopped when Tegoshi’s voice suddenly said, “Pi, I don’t want to this anymore. Can we do something else now?” and Yamapi suddenly saying, “Sure, let’s watch some movies” and they all went to entertain themselves over at Yoko’s place.

-

Kazuya was running his hands through Jin’s hair as every bite and lick he received made him moan from the feather-like touches that he always wanted to experience. Experience with none other than Jin.

“Jin…”

Jin continued to lick his way down until his face met with the other’s already-erect member that stood with glory. He smirked at this as he surprised the younger one once again but devouring it completely suddenly. Kazuya shrieked but then calmed down after the very talented mouth and tongue sucked him. He was in heaven and he knew it.

He didn’t realized that Jin had already let his member free again until the older man kissed him again on the lips and his eyes suddenly opened wide when he felt slick fingers suddenly entering his hole and pumping him inside.

“Relax, I’ll be gentle,” Kazuya heard Jin say and somehow, it did help him to relax a little and just give himself wholly to his band mate. The talented fingers were widening him for him to be ready for something bigger than expected. He waited for it and gulped a huge amount of air when he suddenly felt the wave of pain that suddenly shook him inside.

Jin entered him and stood still for awhile until he saw Kazuya’s face softened and relaxed. Once he did, he rocked the younger man back and forth and his pace grew faster and faster.

“T-Touch me…” Kazuya groaned from the rocking and Jin smirked and got hold of Kazuya’s member suddenly making the latter shriek from surprise but purr from the sensation he got inside and outside. It wasn’t long ‘til Jin managed to pump Kazuya’s member at the same time with the rocking tempo he has been doing.

“Fuck, Jin!”

“Kazuya!”

Both men fell limp after climaxing and breathed heavily. Jin stayed inside Kazuya for awhile as he tried to catch his breath the same time Kazuya has. He fell on top of Kazuya’s chest and felt himself smile when Kazuya brushed his soft fingers against his hair again.

Both were waiting for the voices again but they noticed that it didn’t come anymore. That was the time when Kazuya realized that the voice left them a long time ago even before Jin entered him and he let him! He flushed suddenly and stopped rummaging Jin’s hair.

“What’s wrong?” Jin suddenly looked up and was surprised to see tears sliding down Kazuya’s cheeks. “Oh my god, did I hurt you? I’m sorry I-“ But he was suddenly cut off. “The voices-they’re gone, aren’t they? Since when did you know they were?” Kazuya demanded as he glared at Jin.

Jin’s mouth opened wide in agape. He never noticed that. “I never knew, I just knew it until you told me now.”

“Liar!” Kazuya accused as his lip trembled and started sobbing quietly. Jin breathed heavily not knowing what to do so he just cupped the younger man’s face and looked at him straight with love.

“Kazuya, look at me,” Jin said and the other complied. “You don’t know how much I’ve always wanted to be with you like this. But after so many times that we haven’t been together have I realized how much I missed you. Not only do I miss you, I…I love you Kazuya,” He confessed.

Kazuya stared at him in disbelief. “No way,”

Jin smiled. “Yes, I do,”

“I…I love you too, Jin,” Kazuya said above whisper that Jin had to strain a bit for him to actually hear it. “I don’t know why sometimes you were afraid to come near me, as if I were going to eat you.” He frowned.

“Well that’s because, I have these…err…dreams about you and I’m afraid that I might suddenly jump you out of nowhere,” Jin explained and Kazuya managed to smile a little.

They kissed again which led them to another round of hot sex.

After that, Kazuya said something before going to sleep, “Hey Jin,”

“Yes?”

“Those voices awhile ago…they sound very familiar,” Kazuya said but Jin just pulled him closer to him. “Hm. Maybe.” And both went to sleep.

-

The next day, Yoko brought with him the dolls and showed it to the others. Once he showed and bragged it to Jin and Kazuya, both were in shock of it.

“You mean, you’re the one who’ve been playing with us last night?” Kazuya asked and Yoko stared at them like they were crazy.

“What are you talking about? Yamapi, Tegoshi and I were playing with these dolls and not with you guys. We even had these dolls fuck together last night.” Yoko said and grinned. “You see, you two should kiss like this,” He pressed the dolls together and immediately Jin and Kazuya kissed as well the same time Yoko did.

“What the-you know you guys shouldn’t be doing this in public! I’m still here, you know,” Yoko whined and Akame pulled away the same time Yoko did with the dolls.

“That’s dangerous!”

“Give it here, Yoko!”

And in the end, Yoko was running around the building with Jin and Kazuya following him just to get rid of the dolls that were actually them in the first place!

“Hm. So that’s why Jin and Kazuya suddenly had sex last night because of those dolls,” Ueda snickered as he walked towards their dressing room.

-

ADDITIONAL DRABBLE:
Biting Straws :D

Jin and Kazuya were seated at a café and were just enjoying each other’s company. The day was great for a date so both agreed to come with each other.

“Aren’t you tired Jin, from going out again and again?” Kazuya asked as he bit his straw and looked at Jin across him.

“No, as long as I go out with you. Aren’t you tired of just staying at home?” Jin threw back the question while staring at his lover who was continuously biting his straw from his drink again and again making him lose focus.

“Not really,” Kazuya said through gritted teeth.

The younger man continued to talk to Jin while biting his straws and frowned when he saw that the older man wasn’t really responding. “Jin, what’s wrong with you? You’re staring at something I don’t know.”

“I’m staring at…your straw…” Jin said unconsciously.

“What? Why?”

“I’m…jealous of it,” Now Kazuya was really confused. “Jealous of it? Why?” He looked at his straw and saw the bite marks that have ruined it but he was used to it.

“I want you to bite me too,” Jin said and stood from his chair and suddenly grabbed Kazuya’s wrist taking them back to their apartment at once for a session full of bites and kisses.

And the chocolate cream chip frappe was left at the table with bitten straws.

-END-

Author’s Notes:
Alright. How was that? Love it? Hate it? Tell me. :) The drabble just had to be there because the idea of it was really poking me the whole day. I love biting straws! :D Ahem. Comments are love! ^^

twixsterria: I’m sorry if it wasn’t as cracked up as you wanted it to. D: But I hope you still like it. :D

AND ADDITIONAL :D
This was a fanart made by
fr_gal for this fic! ^_^ Thanks!!! *glomps*

Click the image for a bigger preview. :D



And her version of what T-TUN's reaction might be. XDDD




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