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[scared_of_dying]

okay so i sleep a lot.
NOT by choice.
i don't know why i do, i just do.
and it's not even so much that i
sleep A LOT it's just that i sleep
during the day. i cannot sleep at night
and it's not my fucking "sleep clock" that's
off because when i do fall asleep at regular times
or i put myself on a sleep schedule. i wake up
in the middle of the night and shit.
it's really annoying and i hate it.
AND on top of that, my mother gets mad at me for it.
like i'm not trying to control it.
yes, i love sleeping all day and missing everything.
myyyy favorite.
and she makes fun of me sometimes.
and pardon me for not thinking it's funny.
at all.

whatever.
i'm tired.
i had a bad night sleep.
clearly.

ugh.

good thing everyone in this house is leaving
for a couple hours. i need some peace.