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this isn't the way it's supposed to be.
this isn't the way i imagined it.
i KNOW things change.
i KNOW life in unpredictable.
but i can still be upset if it's not how i always wanted it.
getting everything filled out tomorrow
for school. papers papers papers.
t-minus 24 days.
i want to start shedding things in my life.
["shedding" is the best word for it]
-shedding pounds.
-shedding "bad" friends.
-shedding drugs.
-shedding negativity.
-shedding constant sadness.
-shedding the me now, and becoming
someone that i'm proud of.
i'm really good and writing out what i want
to do, it looks really good on paper [&in eljay]
but doing it? i really really suck at that part.
i guess i should go to bed.
since it's 530am and all.
this isn't the way i imagined it.
i KNOW things change.
i KNOW life in unpredictable.
but i can still be upset if it's not how i always wanted it.
getting everything filled out tomorrow
for school. papers papers papers.
t-minus 24 days.
i want to start shedding things in my life.
["shedding" is the best word for it]
-shedding pounds.
-shedding "bad" friends.
-shedding drugs.
-shedding negativity.
-shedding constant sadness.
-shedding the me now, and becoming
someone that i'm proud of.
i'm really good and writing out what i want
to do, it looks really good on paper [&in eljay]
but doing it? i really really suck at that part.
i guess i should go to bed.
since it's 530am and all.