Apr 27, 2005 00:25
life- it should be spelled D-I-F-F-I-C-U-L-T.
I hate not being in school. I mean it's great. Absolutely no responsibility except for going to work four days out of every week...But I just feel like I'm wasting time. I'm trying to save money...I got an email from my grandmother. God I hate it. She was like, Are you going back to school in the fall? I've been praying that you do.
First off, God (if I even believed in God) is not going to change my mind whether I'm at school or not. So stop wasting your time praying to him. Pray if I'm sick or not well in some way, pray but dont waste your prayers on whether I go to school now or later. I'll do whatever the fuck makes me happy. I'm not going to waste my time getting an education if I'm not going to be happy while doing it. AND TWO- no im not going back to school in the fall. I'm waiting until next spring because then I get to go free anywhere I want (as long as I get accepted).
god I really hate my family almost all of the time.
Maybe that's why I never ever spend time with any of them?
jesus christ.
I need a new job where I can make more money. poopy.