i know me waaaaaaay too well...
...what did i say i was NOT going to do when i got better from the shingles?
i was not going to spend the day goofing off instead of finding a job. i was not going to go back to anton's part of sydenham. i was not going to go back on saying goodbye to him. i was not going to convince simone to go back on saying goodbye to sydenham.
i suck at sticking to my own promises. i spent the day goofing off... no a lie, i spent the afternoon, evening and night goofing off- the morning i was actually rather productive. no, as a result of goofing off, mel's not happy with me and i have such a bad cough. i am never smoking again - how that activity is associated with stress release i do not know. but yeah, i find that me and simone will continue to have adventures in sydenham, with anton, but there will be no scott and possibly no richardo. anton and richardo aren't friends at the moment and when it comes down to it? the majority will be on anton's side - tempermental or not, he's good people.... most times.
oh, i find that the reason why richardo found out monique was pregnant was because simone told him. simone told him because anton told her and she said that if richardo chats shit down her phone she was going to tell richardo about his little sister... :| boy. it's nuts haha. i also find that monique tried to get anton killed, anton being anton, when faced with all the people that wanted to kill him... basically they told him to run and he told them no. cause anton, being a knobhead, won't run if he's being threatened. he'll stand there and take it [which would be admirable but hey, they were planning to KILL him]. to make things worse... SOMEHOW, anton has gone and made friends with his hit squad...how the fuck he did that i can NOT know, seriously.
anyway, yesterday when we visited him, he was there with the people who wanted to kill him. they nuts you know, they demolished his hostel worse than how me and simone ever had. they molested anton's broom, that broom was split into three parts and don't ask me where the brush part of it got to but one part got shoved up bottoms and all sorts and the other part was used to pick up used condoms - because apparently they guy who used them found picking up something that came from his own penis dirty :/ someone ran a bath... don't think there weren't questionable things floating around in it.....+shudder+
and then... there were drugs involved. jeez, i wouldn't have stayed out so late yesterday but boy... turning up at my aunties house after sunday HIGH and DRUNK was just not an option.
but yes, all in all yesterday was..... interesting. and... anton, i may have shot him down. one of his friends asked if we were hubby and wifey [bf and gf] and i waited for him to answer... and waited... and waited and then i said no. i may not be able to say bye to him, i may have forgiven him for his temper tantrum but ... he's just not the one in that way anymore i don't think.
i was not going to spend the day goofing off instead of finding a job. i was not going to go back to anton's part of sydenham. i was not going to go back on saying goodbye to him. i was not going to convince simone to go back on saying goodbye to sydenham.
i suck at sticking to my own promises. i spent the day goofing off... no a lie, i spent the afternoon, evening and night goofing off- the morning i was actually rather productive. no, as a result of goofing off, mel's not happy with me and i have such a bad cough. i am never smoking again - how that activity is associated with stress release i do not know. but yeah, i find that me and simone will continue to have adventures in sydenham, with anton, but there will be no scott and possibly no richardo. anton and richardo aren't friends at the moment and when it comes down to it? the majority will be on anton's side - tempermental or not, he's good people.... most times.
oh, i find that the reason why richardo found out monique was pregnant was because simone told him. simone told him because anton told her and she said that if richardo chats shit down her phone she was going to tell richardo about his little sister... :| boy. it's nuts haha. i also find that monique tried to get anton killed, anton being anton, when faced with all the people that wanted to kill him... basically they told him to run and he told them no. cause anton, being a knobhead, won't run if he's being threatened. he'll stand there and take it [which would be admirable but hey, they were planning to KILL him]. to make things worse... SOMEHOW, anton has gone and made friends with his hit squad...how the fuck he did that i can NOT know, seriously.
anyway, yesterday when we visited him, he was there with the people who wanted to kill him. they nuts you know, they demolished his hostel worse than how me and simone ever had. they molested anton's broom, that broom was split into three parts and don't ask me where the brush part of it got to but one part got shoved up bottoms and all sorts and the other part was used to pick up used condoms - because apparently they guy who used them found picking up something that came from his own penis dirty :/ someone ran a bath... don't think there weren't questionable things floating around in it.....+shudder+
and then... there were drugs involved. jeez, i wouldn't have stayed out so late yesterday but boy... turning up at my aunties house after sunday HIGH and DRUNK was just not an option.
but yes, all in all yesterday was..... interesting. and... anton, i may have shot him down. one of his friends asked if we were hubby and wifey [bf and gf] and i waited for him to answer... and waited... and waited and then i said no. i may not be able to say bye to him, i may have forgiven him for his temper tantrum but ... he's just not the one in that way anymore i don't think.