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sayyay4virgins

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May 31, 2004 02:26

NEWS FLASH TIME!

I am emotionally drained...
I am emotionally dead...
I am mentally hurt...
I am mentally gone...
I am physically bleeding...
I fucked up my first love life...
Did the same with the second on too...
I am losing all my friends...
Then my grandma dies...
The was the last piece of sanity I had...
Then my mom went and said my life wasn' ( Read more... )

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fallingdeadstar May 31 2004, 00:56:07 UTC

Wow, i think i'm going to make a movie some day that has something to do with this...it's great and as to me convincing myself that i do still love you, well i'm sorry i never once did that, i really mean it, and if you don't believe me than more power to you kid.

<3Vikki

.... sayyay4virgins May 31 2004, 01:00:18 UTC

i kno your convincing yourself reason being only reason you "love" me is because of some stupid promise... what are you going to tell jon if you go out with him... that you love me and him?... that isn't exactly comforting to a guy

Re: .... fallingdeadstar May 31 2004, 01:06:16 UTC

that was only a front...the whole promise thing that is, it was an excuse, but i know i still love you...but it doesnt matter, and if i do go out with Jon than i'll just tell him straight off that i had this one relationship and it turns out i still love that guy...i'm only going on one date with the guy, it isnt like i'm going to marry him.

Re: .... sayyay4virgins May 31 2004, 01:19:00 UTC

by the way your talking it sounds like you've already decided to marry him... but... it doesn't matter... the jealous rambles of a some stupid guy... jus ignore me

Re: .... fallingdeadstar May 31 2004, 01:36:23 UTC

Well he just seems like a great guy that i want to get to know better, thats all, and i can tell your jealous, thats easy, but it shouldnt matter, we live too far away anyway.

Re: .... sayyay4virgins May 31 2004, 10:32:06 UTC

you shouldn't be talkin haha when i went out with heather you admitted to me that you were jealous

Re: .... sayyay4virgins May 31 2004, 01:43:54 UTC

you kno what i realized after you signed off just now? YOU HATE THE FUCKING TRUTH! haha it is so funny... honestly i think this is the first time i smiled today... i am glad you are happy... but i am not convinced by your "romantic guy" he spells trouble and i know it... but we shall see... btw i am never the one who said i didnt want you to be with anyone else.. like i said before i could give a shit less who you go out with but i dont by this whole act how he jus wants to sit and watch the sunset/rise with a girl.. and jus sit there... i really doubt that... you kno funny thing is you... hate it when i bring up the past... but when you bring it up... its fine? and then when i point out something... you go and get mad and sign off... well.. btw you kno how you dont like judging people... YOU DID BY JUDGING WHEELER! jus because you didn't think you would get other friends if you hung around her... did you even give her a god damn chance!? but whatever... you kno... i have figured out one of my reasons for being emotionally dead... it ( ... )

Re: .... noamericandream May 31 2004, 10:07:56 UTC

Matt, idk im gonna pick u up sometime soon idc if i live an hour away cuz i have money and stuff, and we will just drive. You dont want Vikki back in your life, did she honestly make you laugh or smile? You need someone to make u laugh and could talk too. I found out that when i went out with her she NEVER made me laugh, hell she never made me happy. I dont know if im making you feel better or not, but if u just wanna get away from your house and need someone to talk to call my cell and ill see if i could swing by and pick you up.

David (1-586-764-5702)<<< Cell

Re: .... sayyay4virgins May 31 2004, 10:24:35 UTC

that would be cool *smile* i am glad you obsess over me and make sure i am happy... haha

Re: .... fallingdeadstar May 31 2004, 12:40:56 UTC

BLAH FUCKING BLAH! you know what? i dont give two shits about you and your life anymore, so just don't talk to me, you'll just get nothing. You bring up stupid stuff that doesn't even refer to this, like Wheeler, i dont fucking care about her OKAY?!...I don't have nothing else to say to you, i'm living a happy life finally so just leave me alone.

Re: .... sayyay4virgins May 31 2004, 12:53:19 UTC

will do

Re: .... sayyay4virgins May 31 2004, 13:20:52 UTC

well i have taken you off of everything and i expect the same from you... you will NEVER hear from me again since it is what you wish... see i was jus telling the truth... and now my job is over and your love for me is diminished... goodbye... have fun in your happiness

Re: .... fallingdeadstar May 31 2004, 13:23:45 UTC

Whatever. i dont care. bye

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