first paragraph of the new prolouge o.o (wells its added)
I always thought I could have a happy life, but then I realized I was never given an option, a choice to be happy. Ever since that day in December, when the snow was beautiful and slowly falling, the day the snow was pure white and not tainted; a gust of wind struck, and cherry blossoms danced around my sight, my vision. I danced with the cherry blossoms and I looked up. The snow was tainted with blood and the cherry blossoms fell to the cold bear ground. I heard someone call my name; the voice was so soft, so sweet it sounded like my mom. I looked to my left and I saw my mom at the corner of my eye. My eyes flooded with tears. I ran towards her. Her body was covered in blood. Her beautiful white winter dress was now drenched in blood. I reached out for her, my hand almost touched her, but in a swift second she disappeared into the coldness. I fell down to my knees and looked up. I could not feel anything. My empty heart was filled with pain, it felt like it was ripped into pieces. I cried out as a cold, crimson water ran down my face. My eyes blinded by sorrow…
O_O haha i changed it again :X