Realization

Mar 13, 2009 01:12

I realize how disconnected I am.
Even with those closest to me by friendship or blood, sometimes even intimate.
I'm such a private person even when someone is pouring their hearts out to me expecting something in return.
Now I'm not cold, because I listen what I mean is that someone can tell me something and I will continue to keep quiet about everything going on with me.
I need to do this a lot more.
Like call my sister
Like call my best friend
Like call people...
I tend to centralize and focus and I feel as if I am losing the bigger picture in the process.

I like being in my thoughts, but when I'm out of them do I realize I've missed some stuff or could have been sharing those thoughts instead of discussing them to myself.

Also this can be connected to the fact that I don't like to get too involvedin other's issues. Not so much with my close friends but acquaintances.

Side note:

I'm digging the idea for a while now about interconnectedness. So much that I'm applying it to my field of study.

Hot damn.
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