today is sunny... and??
I felt really happy and relax at the start of this week now i feel like i don't know where or what to be and do...
richie and i went to a fishing lake in hurst on tuesday... and i was just walking round in my own world so happy to be alone...
now i wish i had a job to go to then i wouldn't feel like this leach.... and so i had MY OWN life up here.. i feel like i'm morning for the friends i don't have up here.. and the lack of contact between the friends down in chi... i heard from kaye throu text....(ps thank u .. they cheer me up when i get one.. i seem to think that i might be driving down to see u as soon as i pass this bloody car test... taz and alex i also here from but wheni talk to them on line.. i'm not maining 24 hour attention.. i just want to know that i'm not forgotten...
and to top if off... it was my sisters birthday this last week.. 21... i know it's a specail day for her..but getting shit loads of money, new furniture. newly decorated room... a lush hotel wiv my rents in london .. theatre and shopping at harrods i'm starting to feel a bit of jealousy...
i've applied to three places now.. i keep asking for any jobs wiv training and they keep handing me graduate positions.. i'm not fucking quilified.. if i was do u think i'd ask for a part time traing job!?!?!
anyways.. to the readers of the sami diary.. thanks for letting me moan again... and i ope that life hasn't swept anyone away from the little things that matter...
saynexxx
richie and i went to a fishing lake in hurst on tuesday... and i was just walking round in my own world so happy to be alone...
now i wish i had a job to go to then i wouldn't feel like this leach.... and so i had MY OWN life up here.. i feel like i'm morning for the friends i don't have up here.. and the lack of contact between the friends down in chi... i heard from kaye throu text....(ps thank u .. they cheer me up when i get one.. i seem to think that i might be driving down to see u as soon as i pass this bloody car test... taz and alex i also here from but wheni talk to them on line.. i'm not maining 24 hour attention.. i just want to know that i'm not forgotten...
and to top if off... it was my sisters birthday this last week.. 21... i know it's a specail day for her..but getting shit loads of money, new furniture. newly decorated room... a lush hotel wiv my rents in london .. theatre and shopping at harrods i'm starting to feel a bit of jealousy...
i've applied to three places now.. i keep asking for any jobs wiv training and they keep handing me graduate positions.. i'm not fucking quilified.. if i was do u think i'd ask for a part time traing job!?!?!
anyways.. to the readers of the sami diary.. thanks for letting me moan again... and i ope that life hasn't swept anyone away from the little things that matter...
saynexxx