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wow...this has been an interesting few days. well for starters *tear* my cat died. she was old and sick so i'm glad that she doesnt have to suffer anymore but its still really sad. i think that most of the time you take your pets for granted and just think that they will always be there. but i guess they wont. and it is the hardest thing to keep your mind off of that kinda of thing. i mean it hurts so bad that you just want to forget and not think about it but you cant help it. i took up piano again yesterday b/c it kept me busy and not thinking about it too much...and i havent played that much since i was like 9! i felt so crappy yesterday though. my little sisters are away at camp right now so neither of them know. and i have no idea how we're gonna tell them. they are gonna be absolutely crushed! i dont want to tell them and i dont even want them to know b/c i can almost see the pain on their faces just thinking about it...and that much hurt on one little face is heartbreaking...especially if its your little sister. i'm dreading Wednesday when they come back.
today i started rookie camp and it was fun. i didnt really enjoy all the heat that much but i got a nice little farmers tan! yay! jk. and i'm sure that all of you heard about Steven Wilson from the ski trips...a few of you were there and know him personally but he's doing band and he is SEXAY! and the drum line is HOTT STUFF!!!! they were like marching w/o their shirts and i'm not gonna lie...i was staring! they were mmmmmmmm mmmmmmm mmmmmmm! lol...hotties! i like it! =) *big cheesy grin* but even like the drum majors and my section leader...they're all cool cats! and some of the guys that are in the band (not drum line) are pretty good looking if i may say so! and yea...its all about the guys! jk jk. no...but it is fun...its a little difficult but fun. all the marching is annoying and sometimes kinda hard but still its fun. i like it. =) i think that it will be more fun next week when we have the whole band there and the color guard too! loads and loads of fun! well maybe...??? *shrugs*
i went to the pool today...i bet all ya'll find that really interesting! lol...buuuut. i had fun...at first when i got there i was like just with my mom and we were laying out and that was cool b/c i got more sun and more of a tan...still a farmers tan but nonetheless a tan! during the summer at the pool it doesnt get much better than that! other than the guys there! m m m! Michael Howell, T, Gregg...and there may be others but who cares now. ??? but yea...i was playing volley ball with Gregg, Thomas, and John Michael...that was fun...then they were like i'm going somewhere! so they left. *tear* Gregg is fun, nice, hott...i dono...he's a cool guy! and Thomas...awww...he's so sweet! he's a cutie pie! i dont think he's hott and those of you that know him (he played baseball) probably will agree...but yea...he's a cool guy too. and i actually got to talk to Michael! he is a HOTTIE!!! i love him...i'm gonna marry him someday! JK GUYS! not really...maybe if he was younger...but anyways. then i was ready to go but we had to wait for my sister to bring the car back b/c she had to take my bro somewhere and then go tanning...but then we got a call and she was on her way to get us but she got in a wreck. how sad! but yea...so our car is like *squash* mmmhm. yup...so insurance is gonna go waaaaaaaaay up! maybe???? like i would know! lol. well this is about it....nothin else...i have to go...i'll prolly post this on myspace too...just b/c i feel like it. well i'll see yall chillins later!
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today i started rookie camp and it was fun. i didnt really enjoy all the heat that much but i got a nice little farmers tan! yay! jk. and i'm sure that all of you heard about Steven Wilson from the ski trips...a few of you were there and know him personally but he's doing band and he is SEXAY! and the drum line is HOTT STUFF!!!! they were like marching w/o their shirts and i'm not gonna lie...i was staring! they were mmmmmmmm mmmmmmm mmmmmmm! lol...hotties! i like it! =) *big cheesy grin* but even like the drum majors and my section leader...they're all cool cats! and some of the guys that are in the band (not drum line) are pretty good looking if i may say so! and yea...its all about the guys! jk jk. no...but it is fun...its a little difficult but fun. all the marching is annoying and sometimes kinda hard but still its fun. i like it. =) i think that it will be more fun next week when we have the whole band there and the color guard too! loads and loads of fun! well maybe...??? *shrugs*
i went to the pool today...i bet all ya'll find that really interesting! lol...buuuut. i had fun...at first when i got there i was like just with my mom and we were laying out and that was cool b/c i got more sun and more of a tan...still a farmers tan but nonetheless a tan! during the summer at the pool it doesnt get much better than that! other than the guys there! m m m! Michael Howell, T, Gregg...and there may be others but who cares now. ??? but yea...i was playing volley ball with Gregg, Thomas, and John Michael...that was fun...then they were like i'm going somewhere! so they left. *tear* Gregg is fun, nice, hott...i dono...he's a cool guy! and Thomas...awww...he's so sweet! he's a cutie pie! i dont think he's hott and those of you that know him (he played baseball) probably will agree...but yea...he's a cool guy too. and i actually got to talk to Michael! he is a HOTTIE!!! i love him...i'm gonna marry him someday! JK GUYS! not really...maybe if he was younger...but anyways. then i was ready to go but we had to wait for my sister to bring the car back b/c she had to take my bro somewhere and then go tanning...but then we got a call and she was on her way to get us but she got in a wreck. how sad! but yea...so our car is like *squash* mmmhm. yup...so insurance is gonna go waaaaaaaaay up! maybe???? like i would know! lol. well this is about it....nothin else...i have to go...i'll prolly post this on myspace too...just b/c i feel like it. well i'll see yall chillins later!
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