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things did not get better today. and i don't have any idea why, because when i think about it, everything should be just fine. things are exactly how they always are, but i'm just not happy with it anymore. i told my mom that my medication is wearing off and she said she would schedule me an appointment and we would get my dosage upped... just what i've always wanted. actually no not really. i just want everything to be okay, but it never works out like that, not does it... damn this.
shit.
shit.