all in all i know were falling apart.
im seriousy fucking losing it. like i swear to god im going to kill my dad in his sleep or something. i just cannot do this anymore. im actually starting to go crazy. then theres my dad whos going "what do you have to stress about ? you dont do anything." Right. silly me to forget about school and work, and my senior project and then having to deal with him and friends and all that other bullshit.
this is rediculous. this is the second day in a row that im crying and i fucking never cry. i knwo i sound like such a whiney bitch when i wright these journals but i cant help it. i seriously have no oen to rely on. yeah, i know i have my friend who will say theyre here for me but then i honestly think about it, and how many of those poeple ACTUALLY care about me. probably not as many as claim they do.
i dont knwo. i just need to get away. i seriously hate it here. like im miserable. and my dad says i go out all the time but all i do is work and do school work and go to meetings and stuff.
ljfsajgfijrwaugsdhfabsGH.
i need out. i cant be here anymore. im so tired of having to say this.
yeah sorry that all i do is bitch.
this is rediculous. this is the second day in a row that im crying and i fucking never cry. i knwo i sound like such a whiney bitch when i wright these journals but i cant help it. i seriously have no oen to rely on. yeah, i know i have my friend who will say theyre here for me but then i honestly think about it, and how many of those poeple ACTUALLY care about me. probably not as many as claim they do.
i dont knwo. i just need to get away. i seriously hate it here. like im miserable. and my dad says i go out all the time but all i do is work and do school work and go to meetings and stuff.
ljfsajgfijrwaugsdhfabsGH.
i need out. i cant be here anymore. im so tired of having to say this.
yeah sorry that all i do is bitch.