youll laugh and say ill never fly.
Im really worried that im becoming a headcase again. It's not good. I can't sleep anymore and im an emotional wreck. I'm constantly bitchy and whatnot but i dont mean to be.
Tonight was a fine example. First off, work was awful. I kept getting yelled at cause im pretty much stupid so that was ruining my mood. Then I call my dad to remind him to pick me up and he said that hes sleeping and to walk home. Like WTF. I never ask him to do anything and when I do, he screws me over. Thanks dad. So at this point im on the verge of tears because im so frustrated. Then I attempted to count my drawer but Laura does it for me and it's like $40 short so i geek out. She recounts and and is like "oh, i counted wrong, sorry." So now im seriously holding back tears and then i call Elena saying im desperate for a ride and if it not too much if she can give me a ride. She gracefully agrees and comes to pick me up. The second I get into her care I lose it. I just start crying a rediculous amount so she takes me to DC when her and Bisquick made me feel so much better. I love them.
Yeah. I need to do something about this. It's not reallt healthy for me to be this way.
Tonight was a fine example. First off, work was awful. I kept getting yelled at cause im pretty much stupid so that was ruining my mood. Then I call my dad to remind him to pick me up and he said that hes sleeping and to walk home. Like WTF. I never ask him to do anything and when I do, he screws me over. Thanks dad. So at this point im on the verge of tears because im so frustrated. Then I attempted to count my drawer but Laura does it for me and it's like $40 short so i geek out. She recounts and and is like "oh, i counted wrong, sorry." So now im seriously holding back tears and then i call Elena saying im desperate for a ride and if it not too much if she can give me a ride. She gracefully agrees and comes to pick me up. The second I get into her care I lose it. I just start crying a rediculous amount so she takes me to DC when her and Bisquick made me feel so much better. I love them.
Yeah. I need to do something about this. It's not reallt healthy for me to be this way.