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"There are events that occur in our lives which shape and mold us into who we are. It is in these defining moments when we realize what is important, and what is not."
Wow how true is that?! I've really been taking time to get to know me this last month or so. Ive realized my likes and dislikes. The Fog is starting to clear a little and Im realizing that in the end Im better off without him.. And while I wish him all the best in life im really ready to move on with mine. Im starting to see that I am not difined as a person by the man that Im dating. That I define myself. Dont get me wrong its still hard and it prolly will be for a long time, but im thankful for this time.. Im gettin to know myself and who I really am without a male.. I mean Ive realized that i LOVE reality tv... Especially MTV reality shows. I love Sex and the City. I really like to cook and Im actually kind of good at it. I really love my job I work at goodys come see me!!! and im excited about moving out of my parents house and live on my own! Ive learned that MONEY DOES NOT MATTER!!!!!!! money does NOT make the man. If anything it changes the man! Ive learned so much about myself and how strong I really am in the last month that im really greatful to him for helping me see what im really capable of! Becasue while my heart is broken and hurting so much im getting through it.. A new day still comes and its what you make of it, if you make it a good day then it will be a good day! I know that somewhere out there there is someone for me and I dont know when Ill find him, but I know that I will. When I do life will be great! There IS someone right now that I think is SO hott!!! Names will NOT be mentioned. but a select few knows who he is. I dont even think that he knows who he is.. It's someone Ive known for a while but kind of lost touch with and then just out of nowhere he just shows up and I didnt really get to talk to him just waved at him but let me tell you... I had butterflies in my tummy!!! oh well... I dont even want a relationship right now but wow... he got really HOTT lol.. so MAYBE he will come in Goodys again..
I'm going to have to get a second job to pay off some of this debt and I think that I will go and apply at sykes... I hear that they make pretty decent money there and I REALLY NEED THE MONEY..
well I guess Im done.. Leave me some comments!!
Love,
Michelle (aka beautiful disaster)
Wow how true is that?! I've really been taking time to get to know me this last month or so. Ive realized my likes and dislikes. The Fog is starting to clear a little and Im realizing that in the end Im better off without him.. And while I wish him all the best in life im really ready to move on with mine. Im starting to see that I am not difined as a person by the man that Im dating. That I define myself. Dont get me wrong its still hard and it prolly will be for a long time, but im thankful for this time.. Im gettin to know myself and who I really am without a male.. I mean Ive realized that i LOVE reality tv... Especially MTV reality shows. I love Sex and the City. I really like to cook and Im actually kind of good at it. I really love my job I work at goodys come see me!!! and im excited about moving out of my parents house and live on my own! Ive learned that MONEY DOES NOT MATTER!!!!!!! money does NOT make the man. If anything it changes the man! Ive learned so much about myself and how strong I really am in the last month that im really greatful to him for helping me see what im really capable of! Becasue while my heart is broken and hurting so much im getting through it.. A new day still comes and its what you make of it, if you make it a good day then it will be a good day! I know that somewhere out there there is someone for me and I dont know when Ill find him, but I know that I will. When I do life will be great! There IS someone right now that I think is SO hott!!! Names will NOT be mentioned. but a select few knows who he is. I dont even think that he knows who he is.. It's someone Ive known for a while but kind of lost touch with and then just out of nowhere he just shows up and I didnt really get to talk to him just waved at him but let me tell you... I had butterflies in my tummy!!! oh well... I dont even want a relationship right now but wow... he got really HOTT lol.. so MAYBE he will come in Goodys again..
I'm going to have to get a second job to pay off some of this debt and I think that I will go and apply at sykes... I hear that they make pretty decent money there and I REALLY NEED THE MONEY..
well I guess Im done.. Leave me some comments!!
Love,
Michelle (aka beautiful disaster)