My life is perfect, with the normal imperfections
It's been awhile, and I'm ready for bed, but I'll entertain you long enough to write this.
This week has been hectic and long. My week- Monday-practice, Tuesday-practice, Wedsneday- mentoring, Thursday- practice, Friday-practice, Saturday- PLYMOTH CANTON!!!!! Yeah that's right. We're placed 9th in our flight! So as of right now, we are going to states!!! I want that feeling of marching in the dome so bad, so much, more than you could ever know. And quoting Lenny (who is back and smiling) this is the best Carlson Marching Band has EVER been. EVER. Wish us luck this weekend and next when we're at Durand, and then hopefully we'll see you at states!
So I've finally seen a therapist for my depression. Not proud of the fact that I have depression and it's bad enough for me to have to see someone, but at least I'm realizing that I need help. Right?
I get my car back this weekend. It's in the shop and yeah....
Cruel and Unusual punishment: I have to get my wisdom teeth out the day BEFORE Thanksgiving... All I get is mashed potatoes....
Ok now the more important part of my week.
His name is Justin. And I love him more than I have ever loved a guy before. On Monday though, I had to lie to him and tell him I was sick. It was for a good cause. He got some gifts from me wrapped in pretty pretty pony paper and at the end got my acoustic guitar to use for an extended amount of time, since I never use it. He smiled. That was my goal.
Tuesday- Not a whole lot went on tuesday. Well nothing that I want to write down. I left stuff out of Monday too.
I just love him so much. I've said it all before but I don't care. There are so many things I want to experience with him. So many things. I want to be able to run into his arms after states, after our best show. I want to be there for him when he needs me most, and I want to be able to let him comfort me when I need to cry. To laugh and smile with him everyday, to be able to get just one kiss from him, makes my day perfect. Having him on my mind all the time, and wanting to be with him is amazing. Feeling this way, where words can't begin to explain is amazing.
I'm done. Going to bed. Yea for bed.
I love you Justin
`Katey
This week has been hectic and long. My week- Monday-practice, Tuesday-practice, Wedsneday- mentoring, Thursday- practice, Friday-practice, Saturday- PLYMOTH CANTON!!!!! Yeah that's right. We're placed 9th in our flight! So as of right now, we are going to states!!! I want that feeling of marching in the dome so bad, so much, more than you could ever know. And quoting Lenny (who is back and smiling) this is the best Carlson Marching Band has EVER been. EVER. Wish us luck this weekend and next when we're at Durand, and then hopefully we'll see you at states!
So I've finally seen a therapist for my depression. Not proud of the fact that I have depression and it's bad enough for me to have to see someone, but at least I'm realizing that I need help. Right?
I get my car back this weekend. It's in the shop and yeah....
Cruel and Unusual punishment: I have to get my wisdom teeth out the day BEFORE Thanksgiving... All I get is mashed potatoes....
Ok now the more important part of my week.
His name is Justin. And I love him more than I have ever loved a guy before. On Monday though, I had to lie to him and tell him I was sick. It was for a good cause. He got some gifts from me wrapped in pretty pretty pony paper and at the end got my acoustic guitar to use for an extended amount of time, since I never use it. He smiled. That was my goal.
Tuesday- Not a whole lot went on tuesday. Well nothing that I want to write down. I left stuff out of Monday too.
I just love him so much. I've said it all before but I don't care. There are so many things I want to experience with him. So many things. I want to be able to run into his arms after states, after our best show. I want to be there for him when he needs me most, and I want to be able to let him comfort me when I need to cry. To laugh and smile with him everyday, to be able to get just one kiss from him, makes my day perfect. Having him on my mind all the time, and wanting to be with him is amazing. Feeling this way, where words can't begin to explain is amazing.
I'm done. Going to bed. Yea for bed.
I love you Justin
`Katey