This will be short

[sax_appeal_girl]

So due to the fact that my entry was quite long last night I'm going to keep this short.

I'm still afraid to mess up and lose him. I can't go through losing someone so close to me again so soon. And I'm worried when you're upset and I hate it and worry even more when I know I'm the cause of it. I can't stand to have you mad at me, and then lie to me and say that nothing is wrong. I can tell when you're upset. It shows in your eyes. So I don't know what I did today but I'm sorry. I love you and please don't me upset.

`Katey