Aug 31, 2004 19:58
You fuckers don't fucking comment on my fucking live journal. Except Jenna, cuz she's the shit. Hehehe...loser.
WOW. So i'm starting to understand this whole thing. As long as I don't
write about anything important, people will read it, but as soon as I
start using it as an actual outlet....WHOA! STAND THE FUCK BACK! Oh hell I'm just in a bad mood. Stupid Erin needs to remember her medicine. FUCKERS. FUCKING stupid. Fuck. Wow i love that word.
I can feel it as soon as it starts. I
think it's no big deal, i'm done with that, its not going to happen.
This year, i'm going to be in control. But i can tell, i can see that
its not going to be that way. when i can't sit still...when i want to
smash something against the wall. when i have the sudden urge to beat
my fists against my brain. to hide under the covers until nighttime.
I want to rip this keyboard apart. i'm going to eat the letter w.
joie de vivre
fuckers.
luvs erin