I do not sleep on your coffee table...
Hey big spenders....
First day of school I guess should be important enough to write about, but its not. I guess i'm kind of disappointed with the lack of friends in some of my classes, but its not a super big huge deal. i feel like such a loser spending this much time on the computer, but i found this awesome site that everyone should go to...already showed andi and she gave it good reviews lol...www.epitonic.com its and it has like a billion underground bands that you've only heard of if your a music freak like me lol...but it has a lot for whatever type of music u like, most of it is variations of rock, but theres other stuff too....im in love with it and go there everyday..................right. oh and another plus...its as legal as the olsen twins.
there is no color in my greyscale world.
I am not black, or white.
I am the average in a time of exception.
My footprints leave no mark, and if i breathe, I will float away..
without a trace.
I cannot be remembered. I disappear, even in an empty room.
Follow me and be lost.
Wow. So i got this nasty realization today...I'm relatively UNTALENTED. I mean...sure i used to be really artistic, but i've gone into a slump. and i never could create anything on my own, without some picture as a model, etc. And my dancing has gone down the drain....i haven't practiced in about eight years. Im good, but not exceptional. I just wish i had one thing that when someone asked me my hobbies, I had an answer that i didn't have to pick out of the bottom of the barrel. My grades are fine, but i don't really CARE. i mean....yah it would be nice to be valedictorian or something, but its not like book smarts are a talent. I just feel so...mediocre! lol. i just can't help thinking that when someone says my name...ppl don't think anything. like...no one thinks oh shes really nice or shes really pretty. i don'nt have anything exceptional to rely on....in school and stuff i pass over things like zero hours and testing otu because i know i can just coast through. i do not want to be a coaster. i do not want coffee on my head.
Joie de vivre
build me up buttercup
luvs erin
First day of school I guess should be important enough to write about, but its not. I guess i'm kind of disappointed with the lack of friends in some of my classes, but its not a super big huge deal. i feel like such a loser spending this much time on the computer, but i found this awesome site that everyone should go to...already showed andi and she gave it good reviews lol...www.epitonic.com its and it has like a billion underground bands that you've only heard of if your a music freak like me lol...but it has a lot for whatever type of music u like, most of it is variations of rock, but theres other stuff too....im in love with it and go there everyday..................right. oh and another plus...its as legal as the olsen twins.
there is no color in my greyscale world.
I am not black, or white.
I am the average in a time of exception.
My footprints leave no mark, and if i breathe, I will float away..
without a trace.
I cannot be remembered. I disappear, even in an empty room.
Follow me and be lost.
Wow. So i got this nasty realization today...I'm relatively UNTALENTED. I mean...sure i used to be really artistic, but i've gone into a slump. and i never could create anything on my own, without some picture as a model, etc. And my dancing has gone down the drain....i haven't practiced in about eight years. Im good, but not exceptional. I just wish i had one thing that when someone asked me my hobbies, I had an answer that i didn't have to pick out of the bottom of the barrel. My grades are fine, but i don't really CARE. i mean....yah it would be nice to be valedictorian or something, but its not like book smarts are a talent. I just feel so...mediocre! lol. i just can't help thinking that when someone says my name...ppl don't think anything. like...no one thinks oh shes really nice or shes really pretty. i don'nt have anything exceptional to rely on....in school and stuff i pass over things like zero hours and testing otu because i know i can just coast through. i do not want to be a coaster. i do not want coffee on my head.
Joie de vivre
build me up buttercup
luvs erin