live in the moment

[saviour_machine]

im reading willing by scott spencer
one of his nine books that i havent read yet, for a change
usually im just rereading his masterpieces

i can learn from him

i want to be somebody else
forgiving myself is hardest
perfection has never been farther away
heart spitting ice

when this job ends i can crawl back into my cloudd
nevverrllaannd

I will ceaselessly attempt to learn until my brain can hold no more, my pocket is brokenn, and the sun stops coming up

no breaks
the road less traveled
educate yourself on borrowed paper
worth more than your value of yourself

we talked all night.

but what the hell did we say?