so how come I feel so lonely
I have successfully made it two days without contacting Austin. Managed to laugh a few times today without bursting into tears.
It's the little victories.
And have mostly avoided obsessing about how he's not getting in contact with me.*
With the help of a lot of pharmaceuticals and a little bit of beer (as much as I'm allowed to have with these meds, don't worry, I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow).
*His phone could be broken!
I blocked him on AIM.
There are only so many methods he can use
without actually showing up at my door,
and he's not going to do that.
As much as I want him to right now,
I'm just going to breathe deep and hope the mood passes.
It's the little victories.
And have mostly avoided obsessing about how he's not getting in contact with me.*
With the help of a lot of pharmaceuticals and a little bit of beer (as much as I'm allowed to have with these meds, don't worry, I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow).
*His phone could be broken!
I blocked him on AIM.
There are only so many methods he can use
without actually showing up at my door,
and he's not going to do that.
As much as I want him to right now,
I'm just going to breathe deep and hope the mood passes.