I need words as wide as sky...I need a language large as this longing inside
2 more days of classes in the semester! I'm finished with all of my final projects, and I'm not really planning on worrying or cramming for any of my finals...so I'm feeling pretty good about the semester wrapping up now. I let myself get really stressed out over my world religions project, but it's finished and turned in, and I really feel pretty content with how it turned out.
I'm ready for new classes...another semester. It feels like college is going by so much more quickly than I expected. Highschool was long, and 4 years of college seemed like such a huge thing, but now it's flying by and the future is constantly coming closer. I guess I haven't update a lot of people from home on how things are going this year, because lately I've had a few people ask me if I have changed my major yet, and asking my how my semester is going with a very sympathetic tone...they all seem surprised to hear that I'm doing great, and that I'm working hard and making good grades, and not changing my major afterall.
I may not get to go to NY, and I may not get to feel the excitement of telling the people at home that I made all A's, but last year around this time I was happier than I had been in so long when I saw the C next to my organic chemistry grade, and this semester seeing 5 A's is going to be even better.
I'm ready to go home and have fun. Last Christmas break I was so depressed, and so frustrated with my family's inability to understand me... Lately though I have really enjoyed my time with my mom, and our progression into that adult mother-daughter relationship is finally working out. Daddy and I could be closer, but we have a good relationship, and I'm thankful for that. All sorts of drama is going on about Christmas, and it's going to make things feel a lot differently this year, but I'm determined this year to enjoy the company of whoever ends up celebrating with me. Typically on Christmas, someone makes me upset, but this year I think I'm going to be a lot more laid back...I've changed so much in the past year, whether anyone in my family knows it or not, and I have so much more peace about things in my life. What a great relief it is...
So when is it going to snow? It's FREEZING outside! I need to get to work on all my shopping, Christmas is so soon..
I think I may make an early attempt to sleep...it's always worth a shot right?
I'm ready for new classes...another semester. It feels like college is going by so much more quickly than I expected. Highschool was long, and 4 years of college seemed like such a huge thing, but now it's flying by and the future is constantly coming closer. I guess I haven't update a lot of people from home on how things are going this year, because lately I've had a few people ask me if I have changed my major yet, and asking my how my semester is going with a very sympathetic tone...they all seem surprised to hear that I'm doing great, and that I'm working hard and making good grades, and not changing my major afterall.
I may not get to go to NY, and I may not get to feel the excitement of telling the people at home that I made all A's, but last year around this time I was happier than I had been in so long when I saw the C next to my organic chemistry grade, and this semester seeing 5 A's is going to be even better.
I'm ready to go home and have fun. Last Christmas break I was so depressed, and so frustrated with my family's inability to understand me... Lately though I have really enjoyed my time with my mom, and our progression into that adult mother-daughter relationship is finally working out. Daddy and I could be closer, but we have a good relationship, and I'm thankful for that. All sorts of drama is going on about Christmas, and it's going to make things feel a lot differently this year, but I'm determined this year to enjoy the company of whoever ends up celebrating with me. Typically on Christmas, someone makes me upset, but this year I think I'm going to be a lot more laid back...I've changed so much in the past year, whether anyone in my family knows it or not, and I have so much more peace about things in my life. What a great relief it is...
So when is it going to snow? It's FREEZING outside! I need to get to work on all my shopping, Christmas is so soon..
I think I may make an early attempt to sleep...it's always worth a shot right?