Evertbody thinks they know my problems. Everybody knows what's best for me...
Intresting track meet to say the least. The events had the making of a good daytime soap. Honest. There were so broken hearts, (well just the one...), a lot of angry people, a lot of WEIRD people, and some new loves bloomed. hahaha...
For me... none of that really involved me. Actually I like him a lot again. Like a real lot. We spent the whole time just laying on my blanket talking (!) No one really gives him a chance but he is a really good guy. And really nice. Anyway then it started raining so we moved under the tent and then we talked to other people for awhile. Anyway... I just like him a lot. Even without his glasses. (gasp!) I didn't even care that I sucked it up in my race... which I did. I was just sooo fucking happy to be around him.
I just get scared when I feel like I might have the chance of being happy. I think. It's almost like subconsiouscly I don't want to be happy. But I really really do. I just like him a lot. He will call tomorrow he says... hopefully he does!
Gotta go hop in the shower so I can go to the mall...
For me... none of that really involved me. Actually I like him a lot again. Like a real lot. We spent the whole time just laying on my blanket talking (!) No one really gives him a chance but he is a really good guy. And really nice. Anyway then it started raining so we moved under the tent and then we talked to other people for awhile. Anyway... I just like him a lot. Even without his glasses. (gasp!) I didn't even care that I sucked it up in my race... which I did. I was just sooo fucking happy to be around him.
I just get scared when I feel like I might have the chance of being happy. I think. It's almost like subconsiouscly I don't want to be happy. But I really really do. I just like him a lot. He will call tomorrow he says... hopefully he does!
Gotta go hop in the shower so I can go to the mall...