its been a while ....
So I decided to read my livejournal after about 3 years of forgetting it even existed. A lot has changed since then, and I am really glad that I kept this journal because I now cherish every memory I have detailed in here.
Its nice to be able to go back and read this, especially after Arthur died. It reminds me how much we were in love and unfortunately how much I miss him. I wish there was just one more hug left to be had, one more kiss left to give.
I get really depressed sometimes, but I know that will never go away. Its so hard sometimes, I don't know how I do it....
I just hope that he knows how much I love him now, how much I loved him then, and how much I will always miss him.
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Its nice to be able to go back and read this, especially after Arthur died. It reminds me how much we were in love and unfortunately how much I miss him. I wish there was just one more hug left to be had, one more kiss left to give.
I get really depressed sometimes, but I know that will never go away. Its so hard sometimes, I don't know how I do it....
I just hope that he knows how much I love him now, how much I loved him then, and how much I will always miss him.
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