francis. i dont like to read things like this, but i di understand, things happen. fisrt of all, dont say you dont have any confidence, because you always have had it, i know at times you can think "yuck, i suck at singing or.. i dont look okay..." or whatever you're thinking.. things take time.. and you're looks, you're so flippin handsome, girls talk to me all the time about you. they adore you. i adore you in a brother/sister way. secondly, you're not alone. you always have me, sure im you're little sister and i might not see everything for your point of view, but i will NEVER let you be alone. EVER. third, the whole band thing, from as long as i can remember, you've been writing... starting a band sounds awesome, but do you know how long it takes some of these amazing artists to get their feet on the ground. dont rush it.. the best things happen when you wait for them. and as for the girl you were seeing, or how ever you'd like to think of it... "girls", i want what’s best for you, and just by listening to you talk with her once, and by seeing her away.. its simple.. NO-NO. i know what kind of guy you are. i've seen how you are in you're past relationships, you dont lie, you make time for them, you buy them things, you make them feel special, you dont rush things, and you can be trusted. if these girls dont see it now, then fine, so be it.. but when it comes down to them moving on, who are they going to miss.. YOU. stop putting you're self out there so fast. dont go looking, allow them to come to you. trust me, i know what im talking about. you sit at home and hear me and vladimir go at it for hours, when in reality i have some guy friends who would love to just take me to a movie and such.. not even as a date but just take me out.. so i know that when you're not looking, great things will come. "I'm pathetic".. absolutely not. i admire you and everything you have done, and if thats the best thing you have to say about your self, then thats sad. i've learned so much from you, simple things, like how to talk to mom and dad, how to move on from high school and adapt to a new place, how to deal with people being stuipd fucks and letting it not bother you, but most of all i found not only a brother in you, but a best friend. i can turn to you with annnything. you jump 10 times higher then i ask you to do, you always make time for me when i need someone. i love you francis. i really do. and this summer, we have to have a brother/sister/family night... maybe go play some mini golf or something.. but please, dont ever feel alone. i love you francis. you're an amazing person with extraordinary talents... i admire you in so many ways. im always here for you and i love you francis.
<3, you're little sister,
Feesha
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