the bottom...

[savage1005]

  Last week i felt like i had hit  the bottom, and that might have been one of the best feelings i have ever had. it made me come to realize what i need to do with my life to improve it.  I was drained emotionally and so ill that i couldn't eat. i was frustrated with my job, my living space, my hobbies, my habits, my relationships. it all collapsed

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this was such a beautiful entry...

[camilee]

Thank you for posting it. It's really amazing that you've opened up like that. That you've witnessed yourself hitting rock bottom, realized that you CAN survive it, and that in the end, it'll only make you stronger. All feelings are good and healthy, even depression, anger and regret. They are healthy because they're signifiers that something's wrong and needs to be changed in your life. (They only become unhealthy if you choose to act poorly on them or become too attached and perpetuate them to hide behind them.) Anyway, my point is, in the scheme of things, this is a very positive experience for you. And you've made it through the worst of it. I know I said it earlier today, but I'll say it again: I'm really impressed by you and your strength and courage right now. How you've grown these past two years has been immeasurable. I've been so worried you were going to end up like your father- bitter, sarcastic (ANGRY!), and unfulfilled. You have all the power in the world to live differently. I want to bring you the Dalai Lama's 'The Art

[savage1005]

thanks baby! i appreciate your support. i feel you have helped me to grow a lot and thank you for that.