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Well, everything is ok I guess. I had my test to see if my tube was blocked and hey think it might be. None of the dye went in so they want to do surgery. In fact, my doctor said it's surgery or IVF. Now the problem here is that there is NO reason that tube should be blocked. The test has a 60% chance of being incorrect. So I don't really trust it especially since mine went sort of strangely. Also IVF is a treatment of last resort. It's expensive and stressful. This is the second time that she's tried to shove me down the infertility route. NO ONE HAS PROVED I'M INFERTILE. PERIOD. WE HAVEN"T EVEN TRIED - I'M STILL ON BIRTH CONTROL DAMMIT. I haven't even gotten to try on my own yet. My doctor has made me very angry. I don't like being told I'm going to fail at something before I've even tried. She has no proof. I'm not nearing advanced maternal age. I think I have time to try on my own. My other doctor didn't seem to think I'd have that much of a problem and she had no reason to lie to me. I think I need a second opinion, but aside from that just from a psychological standpoint, this frustration and stress can't be good for me. I see no reason I couldn't just try to get pregnant on my own. Frankly I can't afford IVF and I really am not sold on her idea that I need it. Maybe she's getting kickbacks from the fertility clinic she's trying to send me to. Anyway, I have a talk with her tomorrow. I hope I can be civil. I suppose she might talk me into surgery. This will be my third time under the knife - NOT happy about it.
Hubby is fine. He's been really supportive and I know he loves me. I'm just really annoyed with my doctor. After my appointment with her I was so upset that I obsessively cleaned my entire apartment. It's pretty much spotless.
In other news, I'm planning a baby shower and also a Christmas party. I'm going to make sushi cupcakes for my sis in law's b-day. I'm going to sculpt parts of them out of marshmallow fondant. I'm also getting ready for Halloween. I'm going to make candy bags for the kids in the building. I'm also planning all the cookies I'm making for Christmas. :-D Yay I like to have projects.
YAY Alabama football!! 6-0 Woot Woot!
Hubby is fine. He's been really supportive and I know he loves me. I'm just really annoyed with my doctor. After my appointment with her I was so upset that I obsessively cleaned my entire apartment. It's pretty much spotless.
In other news, I'm planning a baby shower and also a Christmas party. I'm going to make sushi cupcakes for my sis in law's b-day. I'm going to sculpt parts of them out of marshmallow fondant. I'm also getting ready for Halloween. I'm going to make candy bags for the kids in the building. I'm also planning all the cookies I'm making for Christmas. :-D Yay I like to have projects.
YAY Alabama football!! 6-0 Woot Woot!